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This May Be The Year I Disappear
This May Be The Year I Disappear
08/20/12 at 08:37 PM by Jason Tate
I'm sure I'm not the only one that has this vision of walking into an airport, pointing at the board, and just going somewhere and not coming back. Just walking into a new world, a new life, and leaving everything else behind. An inbox would fill, the tweets would cease, and the facebook page would slow to a crawl ... but I'd feel free. The world would keep turning. I'd feel released from the chains of everything I have become, everything I am, and everything I struggle not to be. Truth is I don't know if much would really change. Stresses would return. Hearts would still break. But for a split second I would feel as though the slate was clean. For a moment I'd feel reborn. I could go somewhere where my name isn't associated with a stitched-up heart; I could start new ... pick a...[read more]
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09:18 PM on 08/20/12
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Airport fantasy I have lived every day for at least the last 5 years. Next year I finally take it.

Its rough to see you down like this but for someone who lacks the solid relationship with words you have, its comforting to read someone with similar feelings. I hope you find your way soon

Oh and that perfect Menzingers reference was definitely noticed and appreciated!
09:25 PM on 08/20/12
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Chin up, Jason.

09:29 PM on 08/20/12
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I've never read someone so eloquently describe what I'm feeling right now.
09:31 PM on 08/20/12
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Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?

I know how you feel, man. It does get better.
04:05 AM on 08/21/12
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The old Cliche is written as such..."If you think things can't get any worse, you lack sufficient imagination...." My point is, as is everyone else who hears this story, is that it will get better. When in your position though, which I have been, that is the one thing we don't want to hear. We think, "Will it? When?" then there is no answer. I have been down and am currently in a mess. It sucks. It's hard. It hurts. There is always the fear of the unknown. However, in hindsight, after all the heartbreak and blood and tears, the unknown has always provided a road. That road is filled with amazing things, it is just up to us to stop and admire them.

I hope you can see the wonderful that is sometimes missed. Head up my friend.
06:39 PM on 08/23/12
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Favorite song of the year quoted at the end, excellent.
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