I don't want to bore people with the various epiphany's I have during my life, especially since most of the time they are common sense to the general public. But tonight I found that I make excuses a lot of the time. When I feel like there's going to be difficulty in any type of endeavor then I just use that as an indicator that maybe I shouldn't be putting any effort into it. I blame imagined parental disapproval, or fear of the unknown most of the time on me not striving towards the desires of my heart. I often confuse selfish desire with honest aspiration.
Well, enough of that. I'm taking a small step tonight. Even if it's a small thing that was always on my mind, and even if it really won't make a difference. At least I'll be doing it. And I'll be doing it for the right...[read more]