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I Miss Those Nights
I Miss Those Nights
01/21/12 at 02:56 AM by anamericangod
I had written a few paragraphs about getting older and thinking about some events that took place a long time ago. I deleted most of it.

I don't live in the past. People talk about moving on, getting over, forgetting. There are a lot of things I don't want to forget. I don't want these memories to weigh me down and be a drag on my present life, but I feel they are important to hang onto. There is no time period in a person's life more existentially frustrating than that of the mid-twenties. The years between 22 and 30 are a fucking blur of overwhelming situations coupled with a lingering feeling of perpetual nothingness that begs the question, "What in the fuck am I doing?"

But, life goes on. You are who you are now because of who you were...[read more]
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02:13 AM on 01/22/12
and then what happens?
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I guess this is growing up...
01:01 PM on 01/22/12
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I feel the same way when it comes to music and people. The rest.. I don't know yet, I'm only 18.
05:20 PM on 01/22/12
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I have been reading and following your blog for years via rss feed as I love your writing. I always look forward to your posts. I really do not come on here much anymore and your points are just some of the reasons why I am no longer drawn to the rock,alternative, "band" scene. I signed in here just to respond to your post because I too felt what you are feeling a few years ago. I have converted to listening to dance music (the EDM music scene) and it has changed my life forever. I have never looked back. The community is full of amazing people who LOVE the music and everyone is oozing PLUR (peace, love, unity, respect). Yes, i do live in NYC and all of the great DJ's/Producers come here so I am spoiled, but no matter where you are you can experience it. The connection to the music, dj, and crowd is exactly what you are seeking. You can start by listening to the music, but going to a live show is really where it sinks in and you "get it". Message me if you want some direction. I would be happy to help <3
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