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| I can't stop crying. I know it's been weeks since we broke up and I should be getting better but I'm not. I'm in so much pain. I'm so fucking lonely now. You were the only thing keeping me going and I didn't want to admit it but I don't have a choice at this point. And yet, I can't go back to the way we were. I was a prisoner. I know you loved me as best as you could and I know that I wanted it to be enough so badly and I couldn't make it so. I have been trying to distract myself from my feelings with the weed that is now running low and the throwaway boys that talk to me and don't mean a thing but when I take away those distractions I'm left with pure and total misery and longing and wondering what I could have done differently to have made you love me in the way I needed and deserved....[read more] | | |
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