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What I Realize...
|What I Realize...|
01/29/09 at 02:03 PM by mattplayscheap
|Ok! I am twenty-one now!!!!|
wow this is truely amazing. You basically look at life and say to yourself "Where has time gone... What have I done.... How did all this happen...?" Honestly, the biggest question, which may I add is also the scariest, is "Who am I?"
Now to tell you-the reader- the truth once again, I feel like I do know myself! Most people seem to think they know themselves. I have discovered that even when you are sure that you know yourself.. you don't. The people this generation looks up to aren't much of an example. With people such as Britney Spears and Paris Hilton... Elliot Spitzer and Wesley Snipes... what's wrong with this world?
Now there are also certain people that I have found myself to hold as examples for me and I find that their words are both true and heartfelt. My idols are my idols and that is personal and private. I respect them as people and shall not display them as most do... people are people no matter what they do. Whether they tour months at a time or work from 9-5 and come home to take care of a house! I found that you must also in someways be your own idol... believe in yourself and find the true meaning to your existance. Nobody is a waste of life.. we are all hear for a purpose and must seek the best for ourselves. This is also why people fail... because they dont search inside themselves and do not become one with themselves.
I have realized that I am now a man! So what do I long for? Maturity, wealth, the foundation for my future that I am constantly building and at times rebuilding. But when does rebuilding stop? That is something that is different for every person! I am finding myself and my responisbilities and I know I will learn on my way!
Live, Love, and Learn!
Life is beautiful.