So I've written this on and off for about two weeks, it's a mish mash of thoughts and idea's I have had. I like it,
I'm tied to everything that makes me human
I'm breaking beneath the weight I placed upon my shoulders
Taking steps towards breaking the rules
holding you as i lay here breathing myself to sleep
holding on to what makes me feel, allowing myself to well, to break
A story I have talked my way out of is lulling itself to rest tonight
On this grass, we lay, awake, alone
I'm crying, inside I'm dying I know it too well
I'm breaking, I'm falling beneath this world placed upon myself
You know it, We can't see past the lives we placed upon the shelves
and take back every word I screamed to at night
and take back every life I took, presents for you.
The sun, it knows my secrets. The moons, it keeps me sane.
Tonight the moon cries itself to sleep
above the waves dance with me
and the broken waltz across the land
and as sun arises, I wake up to see the moon alive again
and I'll wake to give myself a rest
as the sun takes the moon and waves die down
I will sit here just waiting, just waiting
Slowly breathing in and out just waiting
for the waves to waltz with me.
God,for once I feel so alive.