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It's Better To Have Never Loved At All
It's Better To Have Never Loved At All
07/02/09 at 02:47 AM by BruisedxBroken
I woke up tired, with a sick feeling inside of my chest. I couldn't breathe, so I clutched at the bars above my bed. For days on end I've been completely aimless; Killing time by chasing down the bottom of a bottle. I haven't slept much, I can't do it alone. I just lie awake, lost in thought, until the morning comes. And before I fell in love, I never knew just what I'd missed. The agony, the anguish and sadness when it ends. And to make matters worse, I went and fell in love again; With a girl who's heart had already been taken. I knew she was perfect from the minute we met, but the circumstance only provides us to be friends. If only I could sever the ties and loose ends, by driving for hours with no destination. Or drink myself tipsy to the point where I'm numb; I would talk about everything and nothing at all. I would sing to the saddest song, at the top of my lungs, at a bar somewhere in the city; Over staticky speakers, random conversations, and last call casualties waiting to happen. And I'd find my way home, if only thanks to a friend. I would crawl into bed and drown beneath the covers. Hide for a day or two, make the world outside disappear and lose all track of time. If only I'd known that love was so often blind, I'd have found enough strength just to leave it behind; Cause everything was fine until her eyes met mine, on that february night beneath the stars and the sky; From the edge of the park, to the back seat of my car, to four months later when she left me scarred; And a week before July, it happened a second time; But fate breaks hearts and leaves the pieces behind. My voice is fading, I've been screaming at the walls; The truth is it's better to have never loved at all...
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