i know no one cares to read another blog about a relationship, but this is the only outlet i have that she is not on.
i feel like you are so immature when it comes to situations like this. i feel like if any other couple did something like this, they wouldnt care. and if they did, when the other person apologizes, they would be forgiven. a paragraph long apology wouldnt get an answer of, "its whatever." and another would have a response of, "... I have to go get ready."
all i want you to do is say, "I accept your apology. but this is why i feel like i do." if you told me why you feel that way and at least acknowledge the fact that im sorry for whatever it is that i have done, it would make things so much better. you just drag out us being okay again by doing this. its almost like you enjoy being upset with me.
ive told you before that if you accept my apology, i will be so much easier to deal with. but if you talk like that, it makes it so much harder for me to deal with you. i dont even feel like putting forth any effort when you cannot accept a simple apology for something that shouldnt even be a big deal.
you want to get married sometime, but if you act like this now, something has to change between now and then for that to ever be considered a possibility.