I finally went to the doctor last week to get that bump on my face checked, and Dr. Murphy said that it's probably parotitis. He gave me a prescription that I have to take for two weeks. The thing is, the swelling has gotten worse and it kind of hurts now. Seriously, the swelling is kind of making me not want to go to class tomorrow. I'm hoping that it's for some reason normal, you know, "gets worse before it gets better" kind of deal.
Guess I'll call Dr. Murphy tomorrow when I get home.
Definitely don't have the time or money to deal with something that antibiotics can't fix.
By the way, Riz, since you apparently read this instead of talking to me... Sorry for going off the other day. You just really surprised me, and you should know by now that I'm not good with that sort of thing.
You should also know that I met someone who I could potentially have something serious with, and bringing you back into the picture would just fuck me up.
Talk to me, but be normal. Give me some time. As much as I know I probably shouldn't, I want you to stay in my life.
You just can't talk to me about how bad you feel about things, as if I was the one who ended things. You have to deal with your decision.
We're not getting back together.
I've moved on enough for me to know better.