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Please remember me, happily
11/22/11 at 11:15 PM by gemini089 | | It’s funny how you miss people. At first it’s the big things, Christmas and birthdays, but as time goes on little unexpected things remind you of them like a sunny day or a perfect song and for a moment you’re shocked all over again that their gone. He’s been gone for three years and it’s amazing how certain events can feel like they took place a lifetime ago but at the same time remain astonishingly close to you. I’m older then him now. Older then he’ll ever be, and that makes my heart hurt some days. It was never supposed to be that way, and yet it is. There were things we were all supposed to do together, and now we do them without him. That was one of the hardest parts of losing him, we lost a future we had taken for granted. His future. A future that included him. I find myself wondering what he would have thought about all the weddings and babies. If he would think it’s as strange as I do at times to watch our playmates become husbands and wives, and to realize that they’ve become mothers and fathers. I always remember him in these things, how lucky I am to experience them, and how happy they would have made him. It doesn’t erase the disappointment that he’s not here with us, but sometimes it’s enough. | |
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