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08/07/08 at 10:15 PM by cassusriff
|I love you. I've never loved anyone, anything more. I hope that you can be happy.|
But really. Corey, I love you. I love you with everything I have. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I thought about everything. There is nothing I should worry about. I know you love me, and I love you.
I hope that you cheer up, because I can honestly say that I am happy now. I know what I have. I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure I never, ever, ever lose it.
I'm sorry that I made you sad in the first place... I just hope you can forgive me, and we can move on with our lives together.
Just know that I think you're absolutely amazing, and to be quite frank... I wouldn't change a thing about you. Not one single hair on your head. Or arm, for that matter. Never forget that. I will always love you, Corey. Always.
Funny how things change huh? Broken promises and exaggerated feelings.
I love that my biggest mistake was the best thing that could have ever happened to me.
I wouldn't take back anything... even with how shitty that year was.
Because I was that guy, and I was settling. I was 18 and I thought I had it all figured it. She was 16.
Turns out we didn't have it all figured out.
I'm glad things have changed, I'm glad we've moved on, I'm glad the mistakes were made.
But I can't say I don't look back with a heavy heart. It's going to be a while before I get that serious with anyone again.
Oh well... such is life.