Okay. It's been really busy lately. My friend got hit by a car tuesday night. The car ran over his leg twice then drove away. So he broke his ankle and his lower leg.I went to the hospital and picked him up and drove him home and all that. Today he had surgery to put rods in his leg to heal it faster. I was dying because they said he was haveing trouble wakeing up. But he woke up and we're at his place now. I'm stayin here till hes better. Ugh long day.
I know this is a looonngg shot of anyone reading this but it's very important. Okay so theres this foundation type thing and well it helped me through a really bad time. It's called "To Write Love On Her Arms." And obviously by that they mean she cut herself and it said love. Okay but thats not the point. The point is this foundation is the real thing. This foundation is as real as it gets alright? But to write love on her arms is a foundation to help people who are depressed and suicidal and cut themselves. I was and still am all of those things. I'll try to tell you my story as best as i can.
It all started to get badf around May. I had a first seriouse relationship. I LOVED HIM! But he though since i was hurting myself that i would stop if he left. He was dead wrong. I tried to committ suicide and got admitted to a mental hospital for a month or so. He found out about it the day i was admitted. He tried to committ suicide also. He was in the same mental hospital. But he got out before me since i tried to kill myself harder than he did. When i got out he was the first person to help me. But things got bad soon, he started smokeing joints and drinking cough syrup. One night i couldnt take it anymore so i went for try number two. I didn't get that far because he was actually sober when i tried this and he took the knife from my hand. I explained to him why i was trying to do what i did. He said he had stopped for me. Now I still cut myself but it's alot better than mental assylums and suicide attempts.
Thats basically my story and i just wanted people to know how seriouse these problams are. And how bad they can get. If my story seems bad you don't know bad. I'm just trying to get people to go check to write love on her arms' website. Maybe if you could you can even buy a shirt to raise awearenss of these problems. The shirts profits go to people in need of a councler. You shareing less than twenty dollars can help change someones life forever.
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