Two words. I've tried to adopt them as my personal mantra, because stressing out about the dumbest things isn't worth the trouble.
However, it's getting harder and harder each day when people decide to throw you under the bus.
Side note: this blog is hilarious. I mean, HILARIOUS. It's terribly written, angsty, and I'm so glad I'm forcing myself to keep them instead of deleting them. Learn from your past and whatnot.
Probably should figure out what I want out of life. Or I could continue wasting time reading nonsense. I think I'll choose the latter to avoid panicking about the former.
Four Year Strong is having a cd release acoustic set (followed by a signing) at 3:30 in Norwood, which is plausible for me to go to. But it is a school day (blah blah blah), so I'm having second thoughts.
I think MCS has some of the most relatable lyrics out there at this moment.
There's something about singing/yelling:
"I've been a good little worker bee, I deserve a gold star today",
"I can't fucking stand it when you're around", and
"I so want to get back on track and I'll do whatever it takes even if it kills me" that just really makes you feel some sort of connection to the words you're singing.
Nowadays people tell their children to be careful on the Internet, to avoid sites that have you interacting with strangers and to not give out your information to others. I understand this completely. Even though this site attracts slightly less impressionable youngsters/old creeps, I've been thinking about how I'm going to have to give the safety-on-the-Net talk to any future children I might have. I mean, I was 14 when I signed up here (13 on the Relient K boards), I've met people from this site, and I would like to meet others as well. How will I be able to say "watch out for strangers who want to talk to you" without being a hypocrite?
No idea why this was running through my head, but for whatever reason, it made me think a bit.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, falling into at night. I miss you like hell.
Forgiveness is the healing of wounds caused by another. You choose to let go of a past wrong and no longer be hurt by it. Forgiveness is a strong move to make, like turning your shoulders sideways to walk quickly on a crowded sidewalk. It's your move.