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A Sailor's Journal
01/14/13 at 04:23 PM by billyboatkid
Well I'm tired of that shit. I say what I say cause I can.

Why are you so interested in what I have to say or tweet?! I mind my own business so you should do the same. Especially cause nothing I do concerns you. I shouldn't say things. I get it, but you look just as bad looking and answering back to my tweets... You care that much about what I have to say. I'm just a scorned ex-lover, right...? You must realize how much we meant to one another if its got you that shook mang. You won! You have her. Congrats. Yeah I care about her and I'm sure what I say doesn't do anything to help my case but the fact I'm under your skin so bad and we've never even met.. That says something. The fact she agreed she wasn't as happy as she could be with you. Along with so much other stuff you don't know. So yes my "friend" you are a replacement. Makes no never mind to me if you believe it or not. It's just a fact. You were in the right place at the right time.

For how long...? Time will tell hahahaha

But for now, mind yourself.

Ill do the same.

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12/28/12 at 11:47 PM by billyboatkid
Always kicking off each others socks..

"I like to be intimate"

I do


Goodnight Moon.
Tags: Life
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Finally Free
12/24/12 at 10:43 PM by billyboatkid
I feel like for the first time in a long time I can breath. It feels alright. Sucks but doesn't.

I have this amazing girl right in front of me and she has been. I think it's finally time to just be okay. No more worrying, even caring and just do my thing.

I always post a Christmas blog and I guess this is it. So stoked for what's coming up. Next week is New Years and ill have completed my resolution. Year without soda. I'm pretty proud of myself. Not many people can or do follow through and finish. Also haven't had fb in a year plus now, not missing that shit either.

Also my 24th bday is the 3rd. So ready to be 24 and leave this horrible year behind. Blink was right when they said no one likes you when you're 23. Haha

Get my sleeve on the 29th and a touch up on the 21st for my chest.

Bunch of awesome concerts coming up. The Used, Pierce and Memphis, Silverstein

I have a lot to be grateful and excited for.

Here's to learning and living. And a better year. 2013


Pierce the Veil - "The First Punch"

Ps. If you're reading this Zach, which you shouldn't be. Fuck you. You'll never have her heart like I did. You'll never know her like I did. Dueces.
Tags: Life
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Come Wake Me Up
11/23/12 at 11:58 PM by billyboatkid
I'm such a sucker for ballads, love songs. Anything gorgeous and slow. I've loved them forever. For a guy I love some emotional stuff. It's the passion for music and how it can describe how you're feeling with any combination of words. But to me it's all about the melody. All my favorite songs are slower acoustic or piano ballads.

I've said it before I love all music jazz, rock, classical and even country. Which brings me to why I'm writing this.

Driving home I just heard a new Rascal Flatts song on the radio. Yes, Rascal Flatts. They're like the boy band of country pop. But you have to admit they have some awesome ass, emotional songs. I can relate with a lot of them. It's been a while since I've heard anything by them but this one like many others caught my ear instantly. It's called "Come Wake Me Up"

I love when a song is presented to me right when I need it or should be hearing.


"I can usually drink you right off of my mind"
Tags: Life, music
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Talking to Your Ghost
11/20/12 at 12:20 AM by billyboatkid
Nothing I love more than finding new music, awesome new bands.. It's rare that they present themselves to me.

Yet this band from Chicago followed me on twitter yesterday. I just got around to going to their bandcamp. Wow. Pretty impressed and surprised right now.

They're called Ship Captain Crew and they have a new single called "Talking to Your Ghost" if you like good pop rock I suggest them to you. Apparently have an EP coming out early 2013.


Hope I just helped you find a great new band.

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A Year
11/13/12 at 08:54 PM by billyboatkid
It's been a year.. a long year. A difficult, but good year. A lot has changed which is to be expected. But I tried to make a conscious effort to better myself for me and for others around me.

This time last year I was honestly a wreck and up to this point I can't lie I'd slowly been trying, climbing, doing anything to get out of this whole I had dug myself. I feel like I've emerged from one of the worst places I'd ever been in my life a better person. I'm no saint and don't claim to be. I know my faults and my failures, but I've accepted them and have been learning from them.

Figured out what I need to do to be better. To fix what was wrong. I set myself some goals and changed a lot of the things I knew that weren't me. Found a better me. I still have a ways to go, but you have to start somewhere.

Haven't had a soda since Jan 1st, lost 25 pounds since this time last year. Have been paying off all my bills and just getting my life in order. Got two raises and a promotion within the last year from working full time and my ass off. I can say I'm pretty proud of those accomplishments.

If I say I'm gonna do it, i'll do it. I've become more reliable for others and myself. I just feel like even tho losing my grandpa and someone who was really close to me this year helped me grow a lot. Even with my grandfather gone he's still helping me become me. Always pushing me to be better.

Positivity and love.

I'm still human. I feel hurt and feel happy. It hasn't been a whole year of great things and changes. I mean you gotta fall first before you can get back up. A lot of things I'd love to change and fix about this past year, but I'm still rolling. Planning on losing more weight and finishing out my new years resolution. Will be a cool thing to say I've done. Seems like not many people actually finish a New Years resolution.

In recent activity.

Just got back from Denver with my friends. Remind me to never go on a trip with Delila again... I'm surprised I didn't go insane.. in four days. All I can say is wow. Had a great time seeing Pierce, Sleeping and Tonight Alive, but damn. Too much stress. I ain't about that life anymore haha.

Also, recently I've gotten another tattoo. So I'm up to three haha. Chest, back and side. Came out perfect. Couldn't have asked for a better piece. Now I'm setting up my arm appt. this week. Gonna get a huge owl and clock half sleeve for my grandpa which also has some other meanings to it, but I wont get into those. I'm addicted even more than I was before. But this next arm piece is going to be awesome. I can't wait. I'll have to post a picture when it's done.

I haven't updated as much as I usually do and I know I'm forgetting and missing a lot of stuff I wanted to say.

But the jist was that I'm glad I've grown. Even if it is a little at a time. It means a lot when people recognize my progress. I've learned people need to speak more, feel more, show more love. Ever since I have been everything's a little bit better.

I'm sure I'll come back and edit this whole blog cause it is a cluster fuck of ideas.. So I leave you with some lyrics I'm contemplating adding to my sleeve at some point. They hit me when I needed it most and really helped me.

"These bones are only temporary..

I can't say
The past will never get in the way.
Just remember, all things come and go,
But they don't mean a thing.
It's not about what you have now,
It's what you have in store... LET GO"


thimble on my chest, right above my heart..

It's funny to me that I tell people what my tattoos mean, but I know only about two/three people actually know what they mean to me with out even saying a word, what they truly represent..
Tags: Life, Memphis May Fire, The Redeemed
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I Won't Lie
09/20/12 at 09:51 PM by billyboatkid
Finally got to listen to Close the Distance. Loved everything they've done up to this point.

Then they go and make this song (I Won't Lie). Possibly topping Goodnight Mood as best Go Radio song ever.

Yet it's perfect to me because it was everything I couldn't say and wanted to. In a song. It's rare that songs do or fit with something so perfectly. Jason pretty much belts out my heart. I can't get over his voice and the way he meant every word for me. The acoustic version from iTunes is possibly even better.. It's insane. Haven't felt emotional from listening to a song in a long time. It was weird. I wasn't expecting it. It's that good.

So thank you for writing this song. It resonates a lot with me. In so many ways. These guys should be and hopefully will be huge.

If you haven't heard it give it a listen. That song. The whole album. Definitely going to be top albums not only just of this year. I got that song at the right time.

Music is everything to me. I couldn't survive without it. Definitely.

Tags: Go Radio, perfection, Close the Distance
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Go Radio
09/03/12 at 10:24 PM by billyboatkid
If only perfect cracks were fixed with ease.

Can't really explain how excited I am for the new Go Radio album. Been looking forward to it for quite some time. It's been my most anticipated of the year and will probably be in the top 3 of my AOTY list.

Especially after everything I've heard about it. It's gonna blow Lucky Street away I feel. The album they were meant to make. I mean the two singles are already top notch and from what I've heard aren't even the best tracks.. This is gonna be a perfect fall album. Perfect timing. Pretty much everything I needed right now. Two weeks needs to pass a lot faster.

Enjoy. And check em out if you haven't. This band should be top 40 radio.

"And let me make this crystal clear"


I've followed this band since they formed. Have Welcome to Life signed. Jason just sings my heart haha. Perfect.
Tags: Go Radio, Close the Distance, Go to Hell
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08/26/12 at 12:02 PM by billyboatkid
Just got a preview taste of what's to come from their new EP that's dropping in Nov..

I've written many a blog about this band and I will gladly write many more. If you like or have heard of Stages and Stereos you're in for a treat. I can't say much more because I was sworn to secrecy. But a little hype wouldn't hurt.. muwahahahaha

Haven't written a blog for a while, but this definitely deserved one. Have been one of my favorite bands since 08/09 and will forever be.

I feel you'll be hearing a lot more about and from these guys in the near future. Second time around is definitely the charm for these strapping young lads. Don't be one of those people that are late to the party. They're going to be making a huge splash.

For fans of Mayday Parade typeish catchy rock/pop goodness. Daniel's got a voice and the music is awesome.

Made not just my day, but my last few months.

Get stoked and follow them.

They also have an Instagram under the band name.


This has to be one of my favorites of theirs. Enjoy and look out for some of their older jams as well as new.

"I feel like my hearts
Falling apart
Over and around the seams"

Tags: Stages and Stereos
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07/11/12 at 12:50 PM by billyboatkid
Perfectly sums up the last 8 months of my life and where I am and am going.

I fucking love Yellowcard. Have ever since 7th grade and will forever. They have yet to let me down in anyway. I couldn't be more stoked for August 14th. New Yellowcard and Go Radio same day. Epic


Tags: Yellowcard, Life, Moving On
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07/07/12 at 07:11 PM by billyboatkid
When you start to realize that you had it right.. Yeah there were things I could have worked on, did better, but I wasn't given the chance. But everything they realize now I had already been doing. Just shows me even more that it takes two and I wasn't the only reason things didn't work out when they could have and should have. I had a few things wrong, but I had a lot of it right. Especially the heart. Makes me see that it really is a choice.

Sleeping With Sirens - "James Dean and Audrey Hepburn"

I know one day it'll hit like a ton of bricks.

I think I'm gonna get that line tattooed on my forearms. One line on each arm.

"they say that Love is forever" "your forever is all that I need"

I absolutely love that song. Perfect

Tags: Life, Thoughts, Realizations,
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In Currents
06/30/12 at 11:21 PM by billyboatkid
The Early November used to be one of my favorite bands of all time. I remember having a mix with them Finch, The Starting Line and Blink 182 back in like 7th grade.

I remember downloading music for hours at a time from Kazaa Lite. The first time my home computer crashed and I lost everything... Thousands of songs and music videos, stand up and stuff.

The Early November bring back a lot of memories. I was sad when they left.

Just heard their new album.. Shouldn't be out for a while now, but wow. I didn't expect to like it as much as I am. Especially after first listen. They grew with me, I guess I grew with them. I'm not a jaded fan. I realize bands grow and change and I'm glad they do. Definitely when It's in a good direction.

I can't wait to add this album to my collection. Just picked up a physical of the new Sleeping With Sirens EP. Amazing.

Got it at Warped yesterday. Have to say it was an amazing time. Probably one of the best I've been to. EVen tho Yellowcard didn't play for some reason.. Lame

Got to see Miss May I, Bayside, Senses Fail, ATL, NFG, Sleeping With Sirens, Memphis May Fire, Pierce the Veil, TBS, The Used among a few others. I have to say that's a pretty badass day of concert going. Got mad sunburned haha but it's already faded and I'm brown. I told people I get brown and they didn't believe me until I showed them haha. I just don't get a lot of sun..

I guess I'll update later. I always just jot shit down.


The Early November - "Tell Me Why"

Edit: Oh yeah it's been officially 6 months since I've had a soda. My New Year's resolution was to give it up for a year. Half way there. Mark it off my bucket list I guess haha. Finish a NY resolution. It's not that hard to do, anything for that matter. Just gotta want to.
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They say that Love is forever...
06/20/12 at 09:43 PM by billyboatkid
...your forever is all that I need.

I absolutely love this line. Almost as much as, "I was constructed for you and you were molded for me"

It holds so much weight in that one sentence to me. I meant that with all my heart.

I'd love to get this tattooed on me. Or with someone I really care about. They get the first half and I get the second. I love this song and band. One of tIhe bands I'm looking forward to seeing most at Warped Tour

Their new acoustic EP is perfect.

If you were a movie, this would be your soundtrack.


This and the new Pierce the Veil are hitting me perfect right now. Love them and needed them.

I'm really starting to like someone. It's kinda of weird and scary.. Haha fuck.
Tags: Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Life
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06/12/12 at 11:43 PM by billyboatkid
It's been awhile since I've written anything worth some thing. Went and returned from Washington DC. 26 hour road trip. Was an experience. I'm proud to be an American. Sounds stupid but seeing all that stuff the monuments and white house makes you appreciate where you came from and our history. But yeah it was a great time. Another escape in a sense..

I just lost my grandpa two months ago and his wife my grandma whose had alzhiemer's for the last 13 years recently took a fall and isn't doing well. I'm probably gonna lose her to pretty soon. She has water on her brain and isn't doing too well. It's hard. Especially after losing him. The way she looks at me. She knows me and knows she loves me more than anything but can't remember my name.. It's just hard.

This had been one of the toughest years of my life. I feel like I've been through a lot. I've already lost two people that meant everything to me and now I'm losing a third all within three months. I just hope things change. Start to look up. I love you grandma.

I'm the most optimistic person I know. My buddy Devan told me last night that "I genuinely care about everyone. That I have a huge heart". It made me feel good he sees that in me. Others have said that but when he did it meant a lot. I don't like burdening people with my problems or issues. It's just me I'm independent. It spills over into everything and it's not always a good thing but I feel like it makes me strong and weak at the same time.

Idk I trust things will work out. They always have a way of doing just that.

I still have my music. Wrote a lot of new stuff recently. Outlet I guess.


I'll edit this later since I usually write it from my phone.

Pierce the Veil - "King for a Day"
Tags: Life,
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The Hollow
05/26/12 at 11:30 PM by billyboatkid
I'm not really one to get into hardcore/metal bands.. About the hardest I listen to is A Day to Remember. Which is nothing if you really think about it. But the other day my best buddy Rob threw on some new stuff that he had just gotten into too. I've heard of these guys before, but never gave them a chance. I usually just lumped all those hardcore bands into a biased category of music I'd never listen to.

But for some reason like so many other bands at certain times it just hit me at the right time. Full force. I absolutely love this band. Memphis May Fire and their last release called The Hollow. It's pretty hard, but I love the clean vocals. Especially his voice. I also love that I can actually understand what the screamer/growler is saying. Most the time it's so bad I can't understand half the crap that is coming out of the screamers mouth.

This is just what I needed I think. A little different then I'm used to, but I'm always up for a change and this is a good one. Not like I'm gonna start loving hardcore music. I just like being able to listen to a band like this then shoot to Earth, Wind and Fire, then be in the mood for The Spill Canvas or Jazz haha. I love music and I'm glad I found a new appreciation for this type of music and definitely this band. I gotta see them live now on Warped. Just another band to add to the list of bands I want to see this year. I think the count is 14. This year is probably gonna be the best year I've ever been.

"The Unfaithful" & "The Haunted"


Fuck yeah.

Edit: It's cool to see my blog up on the charts. Maybe one day I won't be just one the one with the most blog posts, but also most views. I'm getting up there. Almost 70k. That's awesome.
Tags: Memphis May Fire, The Hollow
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