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A Sailor's Journal
05/19/08 at 09:52 AM by billyboatkid
Ah, everything came together oh so nicely.

In about 12 hours I will be on my way to lovely Montana.

I couldn't be anymore stoked for this trip.

Start of the summer is going to glorious.

"You think you've got me down, you've barely come around"

Tags: Trip, Montana, Lovers Make Liars
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05/16/08 at 07:53 PM by billyboatkid
Well it looks like I won't be on AP as often as usual.. Fuck my work.

They decided today that it should be blocked. I hate work now, I think It's time for a new job!

P.S. It still hurts

"I heard a voice last night it said wake and open your eyes. Wake up, walk out tonight, cause she don't care if you're dead or alive"

Tags: Work, Bull Shit, Yellowcard
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Super OCD
05/13/08 at 11:48 PM by billyboatkid
Wow, so I pretty much went through my WHOLE iTunes and re-organized every single thing... I feel like I have super OCD now.

Every single band is in it's respective place, every thing has album art or some kind of art, everything that is a demo or acoustic or anything else is in a certain place. All ep' are marked [EP].

I even went as far as to capitalize and lower case every single title to every single cd and song.

Everything is super consistent. 4000 plus songs. Wow, I have no life.

"This is where I say I've had enough. No one should ever feel the way I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don't believe that I am getting any better."

Tags: OCD, Dashboard, iTunes
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Been a while..
05/12/08 at 12:23 PM by billyboatkid
So it seems like it's been a while since I've written in this here blog of sorts.

What's been going on, well nothing actually. Summer is upon us and I can't wait to get the fuck out of this city.

Seven days until I'm on the road to Montana. This should be a most excellent adventure.

Besides being super stoked for that I just received my Stages and Stereos EP in the mail.
The only thing is that on their myspace they said it had 5 songs, but it only has four.

Oh well they are still amazing in my book. I just can't seem to get enough of his voice.
You guys should check them out, only five bucks.

Well thats my two cents.

Hope everyones start to summer is great!

"Please don't let me forget about tomorrow! I gave up on yesterday a long time ago and I'm waiting for the perfect time to call you. To let you know I'm never coming home!"


P.S. I totally forgot! So guess who texts my best bud Robert!? My ex asking if I was alright cause she heard about the crash. What a bitch lol.
Tags: S&S, Montana, 7 days
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Living Dead
05/05/08 at 10:26 PM by billyboatkid
So yeah, I went and got my demolished phone from the people who found it like a hundred feet from the car. They showed me what had happened and where we hit and pictures.

Then I talked to Ruben the kid who was driving and even he said that we were so lucky.. He said we should probably be dead right now..

I thank God I'm not. I do believe in god, I'm Catholic.

I'm glad we both are okay and I'm surprised we both aren't a lot worse. My side was like scrap metal.. I don't know how I even got out on my own. The door was bent in towards me.

"You left your heart and a note on the dashboard"

Tags: Stages and stereos, Crash, God,
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05/04/08 at 11:26 AM by billyboatkid
So last night I got in a car wreck with my friend.

It was horrible we slid into a high curb doing fifty (I think).

The glass cut up my face and I fucked up my arm and my ribs pretty bad. They hurt like a bitch.

I don't feel like going into a long story about it, because last night was amazing up until that happened and it all went to shit.

My face and side are burning, the air bags like ripped layers of skin off. My ribs are bruised to hell too.

I'm still a little dazed, when I got out of the car I almost passed out.

It's weird I've never actually passed out, but have been close many times.

Well fuck this shit I'm at work in pain, all messed up so. I hope everyone is doing all right.


"My face hits the windshield
There's glass all around
Get out of the car
Scott my God what just happened?

Take me home I can't even see straight
Pick out the glass that's stuck into my face
I can't go home cause I know it's the wrong place
It's out of the question but I'll be there"
Tags: Crash, Pain, Sydney
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Oh My God
05/04/08 at 03:11 AM by billyboatkid
Okay, so tonight I almost died...

I'll give more details later because my ribs hurt and my face hurts.

I thank God I'm alive.

Seriously, this isn't a joke either.
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Observe and Report
04/30/08 at 08:00 PM by billyboatkid
So, today I was called for another movie.

It's called Observe and Report. Featuring Seth Rogen (superbad), Ray Liotta (no clue), and Anna Faris (scary movies).

My call time is from 6 p.m. till 6 a.m.

This should be a lot of fun like the other ones.

Hamlet 2 comes out soon and you should all check it out. I played a football player in that one. It is super hilarious.

Well thats the update nukka's


"You're a fake, a product of the world, an average mistake"
Tags: Movies, FTSK, Money
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Guns Don't Kill People, Girls Kill People
04/29/08 at 10:17 PM by billyboatkid
"and I don't even know whatís right anymore, waiting day and night for your kiss... just once more because Iíd love to feel my heart soar, instead of this heart sore
and i donít even know whatís right anymore, so come on everybody lets see if i can die a little more..not only on the surface, but were it hurts the most..

please donít play games/because i was never good at them (my heart is not a toy)
please donít play games/because i was never good at them (I am not a toy)
please donít play games/because i was never good at them (toys can be fixed)

please donít play games/because i was never good at them (especially with the heart i donít have anymore)"

hahaha, Okay I wrote this Chorus a while back. I was listening to a lot of Brand New at the time. I would like anything you can bash it you can say cool. W/e just leave a comment. I really wanna know what you think. I've never thought my self to be a good writer, but I like it.

SO hit it up! Please


Edit: I'm also aware that it may be pretty clique, but that is okay. Can't write songs about railroad tracks, or fucking hoes all the time.
Tags: Lyrics, Comments, BN
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04/29/08 at 09:34 PM by billyboatkid
I hate feeling alone, my minds like an empty carousel. Spinning, working, doing nothing.

I'm still so emotionless. I love how we can just put on an act and pretend to be happy.. But then again thats what people are best at. Acting, I believe people don't change. They just portray.

Don't get me wrong I'm happy with most things in my life. It just feels like unfinished business, shit I just can't let go. You invest everything you have into something (someone) and it leaves you nothing in the end.

Just hopelessness and regrets, the thing I hate the most and that I think everyone hates is regrets. Hating the feeling of it being a regret, because at one time it made you the happiest ever and now that same thing makes you the most miserable ever.

I should be over this and I mostly am. It's that last little thread that needs to be cut. But, you never loose your love for someone, it just hides it's face. All I need is someone to bury that face, and cover it with their own. So when I close my eyes I see their face smiling at me not a reel of frames, memories that are what I never wanted them to become. Just memories.

I want to feel alive again. I've only been pretending, because I once knew what it felt like.

It sucks being in love with what someone once was. That perfect thing that completed you, now I'm left with a bad taste in my mouth knowing what that person pretends to be. But I know, and they know.

"So I don't have to, hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old, getting old
And while I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me"

"It's called breaking(up), because it's broken"


You can only play pretend for so long...
Tags: Feelings, Daphne Loves, Mayday, Fuck
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Mario Kart
04/28/08 at 08:14 PM by billyboatkid
So I get home and my dad as defied parental law. He has bought Mario Kart Wii!

I swear my parents like to surprise us. I can't wait to hit it up. Just thought I would let you in on my excitement. haha

"I drink my self stupid, till your name does not even ring a bell.
This glass my prescription, overdose on new addictions!"


Keep it classy.

O and buy the new Stages and Stereos EP. Only 5 dollars NO SHIPPING CHARGES. You'll love.
Tags: Pathway, Mario Kart
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04/27/08 at 01:59 PM by billyboatkid
Well, well, well. Okay so the main reason I made this blog was to ask for an invite to Waffles or What.cd for those who know what they are. I'm a member of Itleaked so I will gladly give you and invite in exchange. So if anyone reads this and is feeling generious. so..

Looks like another year has almost come to an end. I coldn't be more happy!

So yesterday I moved like three tons of bricks and rocks with my dad. Horrible, but at least it got done.

I'm really looking forward to Montana, because now my best buddy is going with me to go see our other best buddy. haha
It's gonna be a great trip hopefully, two weeks out in the forests of Montana, no work, new people, and no worries. Thats why we're taking up a quad and some trip devices aka(shrooms) haha
In the forest, it should be pretty cool.

So how is everyone else?! Doing good I hope. Stoked to finally get my hardcopy of FTSK on Tuesday and GTA 4 is coming out which is getting perfect scores from practically everyone!

Hmmm what else is new. I have about 5 papers to write by Thursday.. My room has been done for a week now. It's so killer with the wood floors.

Well have a good one.

"Night Suit" Pathway to Providence

Good stuff check em' out.

Tags: Invite, Updates, Pathway to Providence, GTA 4
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04/19/08 at 11:25 AM by billyboatkid
So I've had the pleasure of hearing the new Forever the Sickest Kids - Underdog Alma Mater cd a bit early. As have many of the people on this site. Boy is it catchy as hell.

I'm seriously loving this cd. I was expecting from them something catchy and fun and it went above and beyond that for me. The songs are all good, the lyrics are decent. The only downfall is that the re-done tracks; Believe me I'm lying, and Breakdown are all watered down. I liked the more raw energy that was on the EP. She's a Lady isn't to bad it still has that raw feeling. Hey Brittany and Coffee Break only got better.

The new tracks fit right in with FTSK's foutain of pop goodness. Stand out tracks are My Worst Nightmare, Phone Call, Woah Oh, and Catastrophe. The other three songs are damn good too.

This record has shaped up to be my start of the summer cd. Up until HTL comes out with their new stuff. Everybody should deff. pick this up if they like fun, dancy music. Best Buy has two bonus tracks, and so does iTunes.

On another note tomorrow is 4/20. I don't smoke that much like once every two weeks or so, but tomorrow should be really fun.

Keep it funky fresh everyone. haha

"Wake up from the drama scene,
stick around it'll bury me.
Get away hurry up come on,
this is becoming a catastrophe!"

Tags: FTSK, 4/20, Money
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04/13/08 at 01:37 PM by billyboatkid
So it seems that school is close to the end. I couldn't be more excited. This should be an awesome summer. Especially with the list of things I have already planned.

1. Go to Montana for a week and a half to hang with my bro.
2. Warped Tour June 26th
3. Then Chicago for Lallopalooza. I've always wanted to take a train it should be sick.

And to top it all off I've been fixing up my room. Taking out the carpet and putting in wood flooring. It's gonna be killer especially since I'm saving up for a 5-0. Or in other words a fifty inch LCD tv. haha

Other than that I can't wait for schoool to be over. I fucking hate it. O well. At least there is something to look forward to.

"i love the way i said goodbye
this is my exit and your time to shine
so let me go, stop the search cause i found what i'm looking for
just like my favorite scene from my favorite movie
the world was spinning underneath my feet
but this ain't no Hollywood ending"

I love the delivery of this chorus. Search the City.
Mediocre lyrics, but the guys got a voice.

Tags: Summer, Search the City
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A word of wisdom
04/08/08 at 05:31 PM by billyboatkid
Bad, rough, or hard times don't come alone, they usually bring company. So stay strong my friends.

I might add to this when I remember the other things I've come up with or have heard.

If anybody has any they would like to add you should leave them in the comments and I'll put them up also you will be credited lol.

"I ask about your life and where you've been all mine
If only I could stop the hands of time"

Tags: Ghost Runner on Third, Wisdom, Yo
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