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Take This To Your [Headphones]
You feel it?
05/06/09 at 08:17 PM by Miss Heartcore
It's that lost, empty feeling that leads me to drink and turn up Promise of Redemption as loud as humanly possible.

I'll drive around and soak it in and let my brain conjure up all memories: good and bad.

I'll question every move and motive that led me here.

Tell myself it's time to cut you off and rebuild.

I'll probably park by the ocean and let it all out.

The breakdowns lead to reconstruction somewhere down the road.

Once the warm air rolls in I'll try and figure it all out.

I've lost you many times, maybe this time it's forever.

But who are we without some hope?
Tags: You, Me, Life, The Light - Promise of Redemption
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Google App built Tuff.
05/06/09 at 09:19 AM by Miss Heartcore
I made sure to update my Google Mobile App ASAP once I found out what kind of security protection it had.




Tags: Itouch, Google, Bruce Lee
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Our Last Night
05/05/09 at 03:02 PM by Miss Heartcore
Apparently grew the fuck up.




I saw this band about 3x last year as this:







Then they get onstage at Bamboozle this past weekend and look like this:







Well well.
Too bad the lead screamer's vocals are still shitty and he's about 16 years old.
Tags: Our Last Night, Bamboozle, Growing up.
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One Year Ago
05/01/09 at 11:36 AM by Miss Heartcore
"Oh, do you remember me? Is your mind that worn?
We both were born to be one with that which the public scorns...."



I stood alone in the chilly rain. Hood pulled tightly over my head. The man in the jersey took front and center and sang his heart out. You were the first thing to come to mind but there was no way of reaching you at that moment.

I realized I needed to start something otherwise I'd be left wondering and wanting. I knew this could potentially be the best thing for me.

"Yeah, this is something I have to do for myself."

That night I opened up to you feelings that now sound like a high school crush, though I'm not exactly sure that was my intent at the time. I think later on I told you that everyone leaves after 3 - 5 months....Almost proved them wrong. But I guess it's in my nature to destroy everything I love, whether it be intentional or accidental.

So here it is, one year later and nothing to show for it other then foggy memories of late night sleep talk and memories attached to songs. Most of everything that was good is now completely overshadowed by misconception and resentment.

A complete full circle.

But this time, there is nothing to come home to.
Tags: Bamboozle, Life
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I shall be free.
04/27/09 at 01:49 PM by Miss Heartcore




Aragorn
: You have some skill with a blade.
Eowyn: The women of this country learned long ago, those without swords can still die upon them. I fear neither death nor pain.
Aragorn: What do you fear, my lady?
Eowyn: A cage. To stay behind bars until use and old age accept them and all chance of valor has gone beyond recall or desire.
Aragorn: You are a daughter of kings, a shield maiden of Rohan. I do not think that will be your fate.










Probably one of my favorite movie quotes of all time.
Be free to live your life to the fullest, on your own terms.
Tags: LOTR: The Two Towers, Fate, Life
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The Seasons of Me.
04/24/09 at 12:36 PM by Miss Heartcore
My friend sent this to me on Twitter:



JoeMonmouth@MissHeartcore I found this picture. You in winter and you in summer:




I'm honored.
Tags: Twitter, Me, MJ, Felicia, Spider-Man, Life
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Hey Life,
04/23/09 at 09:38 PM by Miss Heartcore
how about


A little LESS:





and a little MORE:





Sounds good to me.


Tags: Valencia, All at Once, The Good Life, REAL LIFE
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I hear them talk the coldest story ever told...
04/22/09 at 01:57 PM by Miss Heartcore
This song makes me laugh sometimes and I enjoy this cover more than the original.






Tags: Kanye West, The Fray, Cover, Songs, Life
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That's how it's done.
04/20/09 at 08:55 PM by Miss Heartcore
Though it may be a little late to comment on this, but, I've been thinking a lot about the pirate hostage situation that occurred last week.

Let's be honest...if the Pirates aren'tt dressed in authentic pirate garb demanding gold dubloons/pirate's booty, then how much do we really care?

Captain Richard Phillips, please take note on one way to save your ship:

(Volume turned WAY UP please)





Tags: The Life Aquatic, Pirate, A MAJOR SHIT STORM LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE
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I'll show you something that the night took.
04/13/09 at 10:46 PM by Miss Heartcore
Don't wait, don't wait
The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
Don't wait
To lay your armor down ...


It's weird to wake up every day with regrets.
To miss someone/something.
To feel as though a piece of you missing all the time.

Every day it's my head vs my heart.
Logically, it's not worth the fight after all that's been said and done.
But my heart knows that I lost something great and it's important to try to salvage it after all that's happened in the past year

Maybe nothing will come of this...maybe by some miracle something will.
But can some things really be forgotten?
Eh, it's 2009...more living/less dwelling for me.
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Can't help it...
04/09/09 at 07:56 PM by Miss Heartcore







This movie frightened me as a kid, yet I still wanted to be like her.
Tags: Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Jessica Rabbit, life.
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Dear every boy EVER:
04/07/09 at 07:24 PM by Miss Heartcore
Katy Perry coined this....but perhaps my people sing it best:









Real talk.
Tags: Katy Perry, Los Colorados, Hot N Cold, Boys, Relationships, Life
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The Space Between what's wrong and right
04/06/09 at 01:10 AM by Miss Heartcore
Today was awesome. Spring weather lifting spirits.

Definitely had to turn up some old Valencia during the day drive:



The Space Between always reminds me of summer and the seeing Valencia at Bamboozle and on their tour in the Summer of 06.


Tonight I made a late night drive home and heard the other Space Between:



If there was ever a song to describe the month of March for me, this song is it.

I don't even know where to begin. Do I have regrets? Absolutely. Every day I think about what I could have done to prevent, where it all went wrong, and if there is anything that I could actually fix.

What it comes down to is that people felt cheated, people were hurt, people were lied to, things were misconstrued, and things were done out of anger. I still don't even know what was really said and what was made up simply to enhance the drama. I can't even tell what was worth it at this point. I have gained things and I have lost things that happened to be very important to me. I have also been told things that I never want to hear from anyone ever again.

I used to have two separate lives (personal and the internet) and in the past few months everything started to bleed together. I kind of lost sight of things and just acted on my own behalf without thinking of the consequences or how they would impact other people. It's not to say that I'm not the same here as I am in real life but there is only so much of me that I can portray here and unless you've met me, you'll never really understand or know things about how I live. So, I guess I'm sort of back to the drawing board with trying to draw the line from what matters and what doesn't anymore. I need to figure out what's most important to me from here on out.

So in turn, I am sorry for how things panned out. If there was a re-do option for certain events in life, this is probably the moment where I'd use it.
Tags: The Space Between, DMB, Valencia, Music, Personal, Life
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You tell me that you need me...
04/03/09 at 12:01 PM by Miss Heartcore
...but then you go and cut me down...

I don't have any desire to purchase Punk Goes Pop Volume 2 and I've never really cared for Silverstein, but I so do enjoy this cover:











Speaking of Punk Goes Pop covers, have you heard these:





Like?

Hate?

Do your worst.
Tags: Silverstein, Apologize, Punk goes Pop, Just Dance, Hot n Cold, music
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While you live it up I'm off to sleep...
03/31/09 at 09:37 PM by Miss Heartcore
I could watch this over and over again.

The voice,
The words,
The bits and pieces of storyline put together....

Completely flawless.




Tags: Kings of Leon, Use Somebody, Music Video, My buddy Casey, ear candy, Life
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