After an hour drive, I was finally home. I hopped out of the car and the smell of Spring hit me immediately. I couldn't help but grin from ear to ear.
I'm one for warm, sunny weather all the freaking time so living in a state with all four seasons can be somewhat of a bummer. One of the few things that can cheer me up is rain during warm weather. It's absolutely wonderful on all accounts.
I stepped into my house and everything smelled like Spring/Summer. I ran up to my room and opened the door because that's the closest I'll get to being outside for the rest the night. I sometimes wish I had a more private front porch or at least a cleaned up back porch so I could enjoy the weather for another hour or so. But alas, the only place where that's possible was the place that I just drove an hour away from.
So instead, I'll spend my night by an open window enjoying the nostalgia that comes from Sugar Ray. They have always been a Summer band to me:
It scares me how dead on this is.
This is about every guy that has come my way.
This saddens me but at the same time it almost helps me to make sense of things...maybe I'm not so alone.
This is it--This is my life.
*Credit goes to argg_xo. I saw the lyrics in her blog first.
Once because we always were there.
I'm impressed you've never seemed so scared,
and you still don't know.
But I found comfort in this bottle and you out of site,
out of mind and nowhere close to being,
sober straight I've seen that look in me.
Don't ever let me see those words on your lips,
it's just me,it's just me.
So yeah yeah well now its peace in the form of a dove.
And yeah yeah its peace and love or just whatever goes down,
easily, consuming our bodies; it's your fight this night.
Can't stand country music or Taylor Swift's strange mouth/teeth. I even managed to avoid it at all costs until last week.
Now the damn song won't leave my head.
I love it.
Good song ending, cute music video to go with it.
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know. I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
So tell me dear where is it you go from here?
As you curse and peel and pose in tears
Against the wall and across the hall
Across the wards as we both dissolve I have this habit of punishing things
That move so fast they grow out wings
That sneaks through houses as we barter for sleep
(So just let me hide)
I wish I had you in my lungs
I'd blow you up and block the sun
To save everyone from this brilliant light we've won
And our bodies got so much clearer
With dirty blood and thirty last calls
So fill it up and spin forever down the wall
I throw it up just to watch it fall
Through the window you looked much sweeter
Tell me something bout a lonely night
Burnt by the steam from a better life
But your lottery touch feels lucky enough
Refugee hands from a gin war. I know a place where we can rest tonight
But when the bombs start falling... you've got to open your eyes
And I just hope that I have mine
I just hope that I have.
I wish I had one hundred thousand pounds
Id crack the ground as your struggle for sound leaps
From town to town to town
Share your spoken wealth Share your body's health
I need it more than I need myself
I know you'll leave with the kings reprieve
I guess that's just fine by me
Letís do this for each other
Letís do this for truth
I give for you, you give for me
Let me take you somewhere, I can not explain
Iím stumbling right in front of you now
I wonít refrain from guiding you there
Normal is not so far
Was it just a dream
Or something much more
We are not alone
Since you agreed to follow
Itís all in my head, if you want, you can look inside
Thereís nothing but red and all the mess Iíve been
Itís all in the way I say what I donít mean, and mean what I donít
I need to speak of you and what is real
They will never understand
What eats at our insides