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Take This To Your [Headphones]
It's almost 1:30AM.
02/05/09 at 11:12 PM by Miss Heartcore
Letís do this for each other
Letís do this for truth
I give for you, you give for me
Let me take you somewhere, I can not explain
Iím stumbling right in front of you now
I wonít refrain from guiding you there
Normal is not so far
Was it just a dream
Or something much more
We are not alone
Since you agreed to follow
Itís all in my head, if you want, you can look inside
Thereís nothing but red and all the mess Iíve been
Itís all in the way I say what I donít mean, and mean what I donít
I need to speak of you and what is real
They will never understand
What eats at our insides

Ehh, you get the point.
Tags: The Created Void, Underoath, specific people, "friends", Life
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Is this FOREVER?
02/04/09 at 02:50 PM by Miss Heartcore
Poor kid is high as fuck. I feel absolutely terrible for him yet I can't stop laughing.

This kid is going to be itchin for this kind of high when he's 18.

Drugs are bad mmkay.

Tags: Orlando linked this, You have four eyes, David After the Dentist
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Speaking of THE BOSS.
02/02/09 at 03:10 PM by Miss Heartcore
I was able to hear this cover live twice this past week.

Can't get enough of it. Shane knows how to pick em.

Tags: Shane Henderson, Valencia, Reason to Believe, Bruce Springsteen, Cover, Music
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25 AP-Related Facts About Me.
01/30/09 at 01:23 PM by Miss Heartcore
The current trend right now on Facebook is to make a "25 Random Facts About Me" list and tag a bunch of your friends. I feel that due to recent events aka strange threads/comments made about me, I should make my own list about the 25 Random AP-Related facts about me.

Here we go:

1. I found AP while trying to get news for a radio show I did in College. Haven't been able to stay away since.

2. Heartcore came from when I loved the clothing company and when I used to hang out with all the hardcore boys from my college radio station. They thought it was hilarious and still call me that. I just started to apply it to everything.

3. I'm pretty sure I racked up most of my posts in The Work Thread and Music Chat Thread.

4. MegOhio is a real girl and probably one of the coolest people I've ever known.

5. Josh818 helped me get a job. I met him through Anton's sister. Josh is cool as shit.

6. WFUJerseyJon and I have the sweetest hangs ever. We pretty much lead the same life and met for the first time in the Work Thread. We later found out that we know the same people.

7. I like Flannel, Skinny Jeans, Mature, possibly Virgin. Also, I have a weakness for tall dudes.

8. The beard thing is more of a myth. I'd be happy with just stubble.

9. I've seen Valencia play more than any other band. Awesome bunch of hardworking people, however we're not adopting a puppy nor do I live with them in Long Island.

10. I don't know any of the members of Envy on the Coast. I've seen them play at least 10x and have never met any of them.

11. Other cool people I know from Jersey are Selftitled85 Bryan and Schreiforme417 Sam. Both are awesome to talk to and hang with.

12. Cassusriff is one of my bestest buddies.

13. My favorite staff member is Adrian.

14. I've met Anton Djamoos and yes he's as cool as you all hoped and dreamed him to be.

15. Lally and Jamie Durante are legit awesome people. Please recognize.

16. I don't have a rape basement.

17. I've never been on a date with AxlFro aka the kid who made this thread: http://absolutepunk.net/showthread.php?t=636012

18. My hair is not blonde anymore, it's auburn or this color if you will: http://www.usmagazine.com/files/ashlee-simpson-b.jpg Every picture I take makes it look purple, muddy brown, or orange.

19. VinceHotline is my buddy and one of the people I'm closest with on this site.

20. This is one of my all time favorite threads on AP: http://absolutepunk.net/showthread.php?t=580652

21. AnAmericanGod inspired me to blog more, Adrian encouraged me. Pretty sure AnAmericanGod is the best writer on this site.

22. I used to despise Mike Nard until I realized that he was the funniest person/one of the most misunderstood people on this site.

23. DieHard Jeremy is like a younger brother to me.

24. I think the coolest clique on AP consists of: AP_Punk, UndertheTalking, CharlieKilo, TheOtherAndrew, micahistheballs and HangsLikeHeaven.

25. I really hate any and all threads made about me. It'd be awesome if there wasn't another one for the rest of the year. Thanks.
Tags: AP, Miss Heartcore, Facts, Life.
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If I could start again, a million miles away....
01/26/09 at 10:38 PM by Miss Heartcore
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else

I am still right here
Tags: Hurt, Johnny Cash, saw this in another blog, This is my Life.
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A cry for a hero.
01/25/09 at 09:05 PM by Miss Heartcore
For some reason, I feel this overwhelming sense of sadness when I watch Superman Returns. I can't quite figure out what it is.

Perhaps it's how well Brandon Routh filled the shoes of Superman...such a tragic role in itself.

or maybe it's the fact that, the movie not only represents the world of Metropolis in need of a hero that's been gone so long, but also our world--a world that is much more cynical and broken down than it was when the series was first brought to the big screen back in 1978-- we as a society are damaged by our wars, economy, natural disasters, and we just keep getting hit harder and harder with little to no end in sight.

Whatever the reason is, this scene is by far my favorite and always really gets to me, specifically at the 4:10 mark.

This world can use a savior.
Tags: Superman Returns, heroes, help, life.
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One year later
01/22/09 at 07:40 PM by Miss Heartcore
I'm still completely heart-broken over the death of one of my favorite actors of my generation.

Never in a million years did I expect to hear that he died of a drug overdose at only the age of 29.

I can't fathom why this happened, especially to someone with so much potential. Life works in very strange ways.

I hope you're okay wherever you are.

Heath Ledger
1979 - 2008

Tags: Heath Ledger, death, in memorium
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Dear Ryan,
01/20/09 at 09:44 PM by Miss Heartcore
Happy Birthday buddy.

There will be some calm to this storm, I promise.

Hope the rest of the day wasn't so shitty.

Here's your favorite for your Birthday.


Tags: Birthdays, RyanFTW, Life.
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My Jams
01/19/09 at 10:13 PM by Miss Heartcore
The Top 3 songs I rocked out to from the time I was a toddler till I was in Junior High were:

What were your favorite songs as a little kid?
Tags: Kids years, Queen, Billy Joel, Three Dog Night, Singing, Dancing, Life
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Scene and Heard
01/18/09 at 02:30 PM by Miss Heartcore
Urban Outfitters
Dressing room dude placing my clothes in my selected dressing room. Bends over. Full shot of his ass hanging out of his pants. Super.

Angels and Kings

Dude talking to a group of friends. Hand goes in his pants to scratch his ass while talking to people. I wait for a hot girl to walk over so he can use those hands to hug her and she'd never know.

Martin Johnson of BLG stretching languidly as he waits for his coat at coat check. Leans in to the CC guy and asks how much he makes in a night. Before the guy answers, Martin slaps at least $40 in his hand and walks out high and mighty.

Rohan, WFUJERSEYJON, & Martin Johnson all sporting brown flannel/plaid. Handsome.

"Ya know that guy...totally Paul Blart-Mall Cop" - WillieK
Tags: AnK, Urban Outfitters, bands, AP, lurks, Life.
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01/16/09 at 02:11 PM by Miss Heartcore
It feels good to spend an entire day laughing with co-workers, new friends, and people you care about.

It makes you forget about everything else that's going on in your world and actually enjoy the moment.

I went to bed with my cheeks hurting from happiness.

I need more of these days.
Tags: Co-workers, AP friends, laughing, happiness, life.
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01/14/09 at 08:48 PM by Miss Heartcore
After 6 hours of driving (which included one speeding ticket), I sat on his bed exhausted.
I was finally here after our ups and downs over the past two months.

I sat quietly taking in all the pieces of his room.

His back was turned as played around with different songs on his computer.

Finally fixated on "This Armistice" by TREOS, he turned and walked over to me.

He enveloped me and we kissed, sinking into his bed.


I remember him whispering in my ear to the timing of the music,

"We're all puppets
We're all marionettes."
Tags: TREOS, This Armistice, that Boy, Memories, Life
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So much for Joking around.
01/11/09 at 11:54 PM by Miss Heartcore
I decided to follow The_J0ker on Twitter because I thought his tweets were somewhat amusing.

However, today drew the line. Such poor taste:

I'm sure Heath Ledger's family and friends would love to see that.

And for the record, Heath Ledger won a golden globe tonight for his portrayal of the Joker.

He deserved the win. Good for him.
Tags: Twitter, The Joker, Heath Ledger, Not funny.
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Whatever happened to me?
01/10/09 at 06:06 PM by Miss Heartcore
First time I saw I am the Avalanche they played this song acoustic.

I'm pretty sure it's in my Top 20 for favorite songs.

Whatever happened to all the New York gentlemen?
My daddy said son,you're looking at one.

I get goosebumps every time.
Tags: IATA, Brooklyn Dodgers, Songs, Music, Life
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Current State:
01/06/09 at 04:15 PM by Miss Heartcore
I'm just a footnote in someone else's most people's happiness.

I'm not really sure what I'm looking for anymore...I guess something/someone less fickle than me.

Tags: FOB, Boys, Humans, Relationships, Life.
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