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Rockstar
06/22/09 at 05:26 PM by Karma13
I am officially a rockstar!

Ha ha i wish... my band (The Cruelty Within) has played to gigs at 'The Station' which is like our towns youth centre! It's been pretty awesome! We've had an interview on our local radio station as well as the other bands that played at the last gig.
So it's been pretty kool. I mean my stage fright is getting better and stuff... and at our last gig i was sick!
My voice was all... nazley and stuff and after we finished playing I started to lose it and then I could hardly talk for like... a week, maybe two. I sounded like Tommy from Rugrats! haha...

We played 'Freak' by Silverchair and there's this part were i sorta went like high-ish and had to try for the note (haha oh yeah if you haven't guessed by now, I sing) and when we practiced before we got on stage I coudn't get it! But I went for it anyway and suceeded... I think haha

Anyway! The Cruelty Within, check us out on Myspace... and Facebook

=D
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Smile On The Inside
04/19/09 at 11:36 PM by Karma13
so i'll take your love and call it mine
i'm crying from the inside
because im alone when we're apart
your holds so strong on my heart

i'll cry your tears for you
pick up the pieces for you
take the blame for you
hide your fears for you

just to make you smile on the inside...

... you are now my life...
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sick!
04/19/09 at 06:23 PM by Karma13
omg i'm sick yay! my boyfriend was sick and didn't wanna make me sick, things happen and i'm pretty sure i'm sick! this is awesome coz i havent been sick since like... july! *dances* this is awesome
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forever
04/19/09 at 06:01 PM by Karma13
woah i havent been on in like... forever. well i'm finished high school now haha didn't pass anything except english! so i'm happy that i passed that =)

i got to play at our local battle of the bands and it was pretty awesome! my boyfriend is our rythem guitarist and at the end of our last song he did a backflip off the drum rise =D we didn't win or anythin, but we didn't expect to. it was a kool experience! singing infront of like, 200 people! we played Paramore's Crush Crush Crush and three originals... and yeah.

so i'm not as 'emo' as i used to be haha i mean i was never that depressed or anyhtin, but yeah haha.

hmm... what else can i say???

i dunno, but yeah!
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no regrets
10/30/08 at 05:31 PM by Karma13
its my last day of school...omg its really freaky and shit haha we've taken lots of photos and signing each other t shirts and shit... err yea so i might not be on here in a while but we;ll catch up hehe

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day 22 without you
10/23/08 at 07:23 PM by Karma13
im so confused and i don't know what to do
its killing me
killing me
killing me...

i wrote this this thing in my pen and paper diary and it was kool... it turned out poetic and i would write it in here but im not gonna coz i'd have to write it all out and it'd be annoying

i called it day 22 without you

loneliness i think is killing me
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coming to an end
10/22/08 at 06:52 PM by Karma13
today is thursday and i can't wait for saturday coz i won't be at school.
lol next week is my last week of school and then i have exams (only two lucky!!!) and then school is ova forever! omg... its a bit freaky actually...

i do art as a subject and for one of my majors im attacking a pink pair of converse with a texta haha! on one i'm drawing these little cartoon characters that are based on me and my two friends called ShitStix and then on my other pair my friend has written our favourite bands names and then im gettin all my friends to write their names on it and down the middle i've written "Friends + Music = Life".

ouch my shin hurties i hit it on like this little stage thing in our schools music suite while beind a dick with my friend and its bruised lol yeah it was my own fault!

i don't want to grow up... leave school... i'll miss my friends and stuffs...

a seagull just nearly flew into the window!
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here in your arms
10/19/08 at 08:40 PM by Karma13
i heard this song caled here in your arms by hellogoodbye... i've never heards them before and its not normally the type of music i'd listen to but i really like it! its funny coz i was talking to this really awesome guy, but i think he might have a girlfriend or something now... but he said when he heard this song it reminded him of me:

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

heh, isn't life a bitch... i bet if he does have a girlfriend he's said the same thing to her... so i'm not really special after all... maybe all the awsome things he said to me were all lies and as usual i look stupid in the end... i wish that sort of attention i got was real... i wish i had that sort of self respect all the time i was real happy when i was talking to him... now its all gone.

oh and here is some of my onw random lyrics:

i wish i could make sense for you
i wish the words that left my mouth were worth while to listen to
if i could find the words to say
i would make you listen to them each and every single day

and more...

why can't you explain to me your reasons
your reasons for hating me
your reasons for refusing to share your love

they could be about that awesme prick of a guy i was talking about...
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this could offend
10/15/08 at 04:39 PM by Karma13
she kicked and screamed but you wouldn't stop
and at the time who would've given a fuck
her eyes glazed over, mind screwed shut
look what you did, you made her give up

my friend and i wrote that last night. i did the 1st 2 lines

i nearly stepped on a pigeon the other day!!!!! it scared the hell outta me haha. oh and we have a dog and he's a massive dog that lives inside haha and i let him outside and when he went to come inside he walked into the door coz it's like a see through glass thing. haha i laughed at him and the poor thing looked soo embarrassed! it was funny.

when im a rockstar im gonna release an autobiography. gosh with all thats happened in my life i could easily do one now! but that would be dumb right?

to live or not to live- that is the question (random don't worry im not emo)

omg. i just got a message from an old... friend. last time i spoke to him he was drunk and i got annoyed at him and he hung up on me and that was a couple of months ago and he just sent me a message that said "hows life". i don't think i should reply... i dunno what do you reckon?

to write a blog you have to have something to write about... some people write about like EVERYTHING!!!! i have a diary i write in- the good old paper and pen thing. i can't write about everything coz what if im writing about someone and that person reads it or something... you know?
there's alot going around inthis little mind of mine but im not quite sue i want everyone to know about it... and i don't feel like writing blogs coz no one comments and then everything is just boring.

-Kandi Sama
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cry
10/13/08 at 04:43 PM by Karma13
urgh i am soo bored... there is nothing to do except skool work and i am really not up for that at the moment. =S

i think i could handle a good cry right now but it wont happen
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ASYLUM
09/25/08 at 08:04 PM by Karma13
haha anoither blog where im not gonna fx any mistakes haha =S
im actually bored aout of mind... not doing the work that im meant to be doing... it s he the last day of tr term YAY and we're gonna do like a yr 12 foto thing... i've got my luv heart sunnies so im all good! =D im ... for english im currently ding doing like an interview for total guitar magazine but me anf my friend Spikie are famous rocjers!!! haha this is the intro:

watching Kandi Sama and Spike from ASYLUM make their entrance out of the elivator, into the hotel foure is an experience.
Spike pushes Kandi Sama to the side as she races towards Total Guitar for her 100th interview today. but Kandi Sama is on her tail and as Spike sits on the couch she lunges herself onto her fellow band mate and long time friend. Kandi Sama ends up on the floor as they hold their sides in stitches of laughter. this is a common occurance.
Spike slouches back in the couch, her legs spread apart and her slogan tshirt sitting behind her infamous belt buckle which read 'DICK'. subconsiously she flicks her dyed red fringe out of her traced black eyes.
Kandi Sama comes as a contrast. she sits with her knees together and ankles apart. she stares at TG with a freakish, yet innocent smile on her face. her famous love heart sunglasses sit on top of her head while her naturally brown hair frames her face. it seems its time for TG to ask the questions.

i likies!!! oh and for that paragraph i fixed my mistakes haha
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naked with these white walls
09/22/08 at 08:27 PM by Karma13
i went to the doctors the other day! oh the joys haha... yea anyway because of that i had to get a spine x-ray... somehting about there might be a curve in my spine... *shrugs* im not crippled yet so m sure im fine! gosh but i felt so... like naked getting this xray done... like i wasn't naked i had onee of those sheety things on but i had to wait for the dude to tell me if he needed to do the pictures again and i was just sitting there and all i could think was "im sitting here naked with these white walls..." kinda reminds me of an mental place or somehting haha... but yeah... thats my life story. OMG!!! i don't have bracs anymore!!! *dances*
i got to spend the day with my brother in Adelaide and i bought love heart sunnies!!! hehe i wore them round the place i feel like a rockstar in them hahaha...
yeah... i think thats it... please comment! I NEVER GET COMMENTS... I FEEL SO LONELY ON THIS SITE HAHA... minus the caps lol =S
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my argument with god
09/15/08 at 08:27 PM by Karma13
i know i've already written something but i had to have ppls read this
Iím looking out the windowÖ trying to find the answers to my never ending questions. This isnít working. Why canít life just be fair? They say good things come to those who waitÖ
Iíve been waiting for the last 17 years and nothing good has happened!
Maybe I donít deserve it. Iím not good enough for the world. Or maybe, the world is not good enough for me.

Iím not asking for much. All I want is to feel loved. I donít mind who I receive this from; a mother, sister, lover. ButÖ Iíve never had the privilege of this feeling.
Is this too much to ask for?
Maybe I donít deserve love. Or maybe, love doesnít deserve me.

Iíve never judged another on their outside appearance; never had evil thoughts of anotherís wellbeing. Iíve lived a clean life up until now. Maybe I should go lose my cleanliness! Be promiscuous, life the life that others have lived before me.
Then will I be accepted?
Is that what you want?

Iím too good for you, thatís it! Iím perfect and you canít handle a perfect human being. Someone thatís everything you wish you could be. Iím it.
Iíve proven that you are just as human as the rest of us. Youíre not some special god that created life. You are a cynical, manipulative human being that believes he is better than us.

Ha.
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the rockstar
09/15/08 at 05:14 PM by Karma13
i wrote this the other day and yea!
Iím finally the person I always wanted to be; the rockstar that everybody looks up to. My picture is on the bedroom walls of teenagers and I am an idol. I donít need to buy clothes anymore; they are given to me by designers because my name is bigger than theirs. I have thousands of friends on myspace and my words are quite powerful. People wear what I wear, cut their hair like mine; thousands of mini-meís running around the world.
This is all Iíve always wanted, so why am I still unhappy. Donít get me wrong I am grateful for what I haveÖ Iím just not happy.
I have people loving me all over the world; I have an endless amount of moneyÖ Iím living the life Iíve always dreamt aboutÖ its just not workin for me.
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happy happy happy
08/31/08 at 10:23 PM by Karma13
so much has happened since the last time i wrote! well... i've been talking to this guy who is... really really nice and ,makes me feel special. lol i sound like his groupie, but he's koolies hehe... but he lives in another state oh well txt is an awesome tool for times like these!

i went to the city with my friend yesterday haha oomg we had alot of fun! running around like wankers, getting stared at! i had the best time like i hab't had that much fun in yoinks! hehe... hmm ye well pok, thjat doesn't seem like heaps, but inside it is like i'm soo much happier coz i have someone that wants to get to know me and stuff haha

-Kandi-sama
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