some weird stuff's being going on in my head. I'm avoiding AIM like the devil, especially when it comes to my boyfriend. fucking bizarre, because we always have stuff to talk about, but lately i can't say anything.
i need to talk to him, yea i know.
also, some tattoos i wanna get..
chorus to Famous Last Words (My Chemical Romance) encircling my wrists:
Left wrist: I am not afraid to keep on living
Right wrist: I am not afraid to walk this world alone
also, a rose and a very beautiful drawing of a girl that a friend of mine did...not sure how i'm going to incorporate those yet, but its a few years away, so its ok i suppose...
and a celtic cross, for sure. probably either on my right shoulder blade, or the inside of my left foot.
So, I woke up this morning, and found some serious livejournal/ap.net clashing/bashing/worlds are crashing going on. No, the rhyming was not intentional. I think it was like, fbr_trash or whatever on LJ? and the entire thread started out cuse jason's trying to get all the widgets for the new TAI album on one page and....so include some crazy fangirls who get offended at the slightest insult (because they can't tell sarcasm from anything else and write in all acronyms), and BAM. you have a war.
So, to waste my time, I went through a good 20 pages of that thread (which ended up being like, 80 pages of replies or something?) and then realized something.
It's really annoying to be lumped into the same category of the insane fangirls who take offense to everything, JUST because I'm 15 and happen to listen to some of the bands on Fueled By Ramen. Yes, I listen to The Academy Is..., Fall Out Boy, and Cobra Starship. No, I'm not afraid to admit it. But the thing is, I also listen to some pretty good music- at least by my standards, everyone has a different view- bands like My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Coldplay, and also Slipknot. What I listen to jumps from one end of the scale to the other, and includes a lot of stuff in between.
If you don't like what I listen to, then fine, that's your opinion, but if you choose to voice it, do me and everyone else around you a favor, and try to keep it nice. Don't tell me you havent heard the saying "If you don't have something nice to say, don't say it at all."
- Now, I like to kind of change that up- "If you can't criticize nicely, don't criticize at all." -- And while it may seem that I take offense easily, I don't. I'm just stubborn and quick tempered. Believe me, I am not one of those "ZOMG *SQUEE* WILLIAM BECKETT IS SOOOOO HOTTTTT!!! omg lol!!!! luv u bb!" type of girls. If anything, those piss me off.
So anyway, I think those are my thoughts for the morning.
oh, for the record- the dudes who keep ap.net running- jason, adrian, drew, chris-- you guys are pretty sweet. Thanks being amazing.