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|End of the Year (2011)
|I started my AP journey on the forums (almost 10 years ago nonetheless), so the community will always hold a special place in my heart; it's just too much fun bugging people around here on a daily basis. Jokes aside, our community is easily the best one I've come across in all of the years I've spent being social on the internet. There's always someone around to have discussions with about all sorts of media, personal problems and anything in between. I think if there's one thing that AP has always done best is make people feel like they are not alone, and perhaps a little more normal too. Simply put, our community is pretty incredible (despite the few fucktards here and there, but then again... they exist everywhere in life eh) and you should stop by if you haven't yet. |
With that being said, I've decided to feature the End of the Year Lists of a few regular users. They spend a lot of time on our forums and keep things entertaining, and they like pretty damn good music on top of that, so take a moment and check these lists out:
01) sjb2k1 (moderator)
03) Star Slight
06) Indoor Living
I made two mixes in 2011, which means that you should probably listen to these too:
01) AP Mix
02) Angel in the Snow
It goes without saying that 2011 was a great year for music, and things are looking good so far (great bands making announcements left and right, while others are reuniting) in 2012 as well. May we all get overwhelmed with amazing music before the world ends!
|Tags: end of the year, lists, 2011
|Iíve had so much going on (music wise) today that Iím finding it a bit difficult to wrap my mind around it. Iím pretty exhausted mentally at this point (3:30 am), so I wonít even attempt to write about whatís happened in great detail ó but Iíd like to highlight the following events/news because itís just been a special sort of day, if you will.|
- Lazkerbeak Exclusive: easily one of the best, and one of my personal favourite, exclusives that Iíve set up. It was just something else, so take a listen for yourself.
- Angus & Julia Stone: anyone that has known me for a few yearsÖ knows how much this band means to me. They made me become involved in the music scene so much more than ever before because I was determined to make the world listen; their success proved that I had the power to influence many, many listeners out there and gave me the confidence I needed. But enough about that ó both of these amazing musicians (Angus Stone / Julia Stone) will release solo albums this year. Iíve been on cloud 9 over this news all day, and things only got better after their announcement: I was able to get in touch with them. Just incredible. Canít think of other words to describe this.
- Dreamend, Great Lake Swimmers, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Xiu Xiu, Horse Feathers, etc..: these are some of my favourite bands, and I not only received press releases re: new albums, but actually received some of the albums as well. To say that Iíve been overwhelmed with good music in the past ~40 hours would be an understatement. With that being said, please take a moment to check out all these bands; theyíre wonderful.
- Graveface Records: some good stuff should be happening with them soon, and I am very excited about this.
Itís almost 4 am now and everyone (but me) is asleep. I donít expect anyone to read this, but if anyone does, itís probably people who are constantly supporting what I do (read: the ones who keep me going). Either way, I just needed to make a note of this ridiculously eventful day. Perhaps now that I did, I will be able to sleep. But first things first ó this Dreamend record needs to end before I can rest!
|No Genres, Just Music
|It's no secret that I have made a lot of progress in terms of "indie" coverage on AP.net in the past two years. I'm extremely appreciative and thankful to all my contacts in the industry that have helped make this happen; those who have actually taken a chance with the AP audience despite knowing that their bands may not receive as much attention on a site such as ours. I personally believe that is key in advertising--reaching new audiences. It's great to reach a specific audience that will undoubtedly care about a certain band or genre, but isn't it also a good thing to reach new ones? Or is it only important for bands to be promoted to already existing fans? I can simply not wrap my mind around the fact that certain labels/agencies believe the latter to be more important.|
The last point essentially brings me to the biggest issue that I deal with on a daily basis: AP.net being stereotyped as a site that only covers a certain genre of music--pop punk. If one took the time to venture on to the forums, they would soon discover that pop punk is most certainly not even the most "popular" genre on the site at this point. Our readers are interested in "indie" bands." They do love to see features of bands that aren't or don't sound anything like Blink-182. Sure, maybe my readers are a little lazier in replying to my features than the kids who make BrokeNCYDE threads hit 100+ replies in news posts. That is irrelevant, however, because replies are not necessarily an indication of preference.
What prompted this little rant is the fact that various other tiny blogs seem to be able to get exclusives over AP.net, and there is only one reason why this happens: stereotypes about AP.net (and the site name itself), and the music that we supposedly "cover." No, we do not cover just pop punk. No, we don't only care about pop punk. Our site has one of the most diverse fan bases out there, and a little research would easily prove this. So perhaps, instead of catering to Pitchfork-lite sites that are x10 less popular than AP.net, why not take a chance with us? Why not reach a new audience? It would most certainly benefit your bands. As time has shown, various "different" bands have clearly succeeded in attracting new fans by being promoted on our site. Ellie Goulding is one of the most popular pop acts on our site at the moment--I don't think I need to say more regarding our readers' diverse music taste.
My job can be extremely frustrating a lot of the time, especially when my coverage and efforts in general do not yield many rewards (in a general or personal sense). Reaching and building a new fan base on a site that is mainly known for "pop punk" music is difficult. And convincing the music industry that we are not defined by any one genre is even more so. However, despite my job seeming kind of "out of place" and under appreciated on AP from time to time, I would never choose to work on any other site. Why? Because I am proud of our diversity. I am proud of seeing a Top 30 end of the year list that's as different as ours.
Most importantly, I love what I do, and I love doing it right here, on AbsolutePunk.net. I love bringing new music to our readers, because music lovers know no genres--they only know music.
|Tags: apnet, music
|A Girl, A Boy, And A Graveyard
|This song is one of my favourites of the year, from one of my favourite albums. Jeremy Messersmith's music is so reminiscent of Elliott Smith's and this is one of his best songs. Despite the dark lyrics, it's just lovely. So lovely. |
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Lucy takes the long way home
Meets me in a field of stone
She says I don't know how I'm supposed to feel
My body's cold my guts are twisted steel
I feel like I'm some kind of Frankenstein
Waiting for a shock to bring me back to life
But I don't want to spend my time
Waiting for lightning to strike
Underneath a concrete sky
Lucy puts her hand in mine
She says life's a game we're meant to lose
But stick by me and I will stick by you
I'm like a princess in a castle high
Waiting for a kiss to bring me back to life
But I don't want to spend my time
Waiting for just another guy
|Tags: jeremy messersmith, mp3
|I read about yet another suicide before going to the Stars show last night, which made me experience the show itself on a different way - for the reasons that I will explain below. |
In February 2005, I freaked out on my LiveJournal over the fact that Stars were coming to London. They were my favourite band and that was one of the highlights of my year at the time. I wrote this:
|oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. Jeff just told me that Stars are coming here on March 10th. oh god. OH GOD. i cannot put down to words just how excited i am right now. i love that band more than anything so i cannot wait. i'd go to the show even if no one else is coming. i cannot miss it. |
The show took place at a pretty tiny venue, and I don't believe there were more than 70 people present. I ended up going with my best friend, who had never heard of the band but decided to come after my constant begging. Two other friends that I haven't seen in a long time were at the show also, but they had their other friends. We all hung out for the most part and it was so much fun. It was the best spent $10 of my life; the show was incredible and so intimate. My only wish at the time was to have known more people and to have been more outgoing, like my other friends were. I felt inadequate and like an outcast, despite the fact that I loved music as much as everyone there.
Fast forward to October 23rd, 2010. Stars were coming back in town and I would not miss them for the world, despite the fact that I had an exam at 9 am the following morning. So I went: I had a couple of drinks with my friends and headed to the show. This time, I was not holding a ticket; this time, I would simply tell them to look for my name on the guest list. And so I did. Hearing the guy say, "You're all good" was just surreal. Being on the guest lists of bands that I work with has become the norm, but to think that only five and a half years ago I would idolize Stars from afar is hard to wrap my mind around. Words cannot describe the emotions I felt at the time, but the point of this is not to brag about getting on guest lists; the point I want to make is that in '05 I was a nobody in every sense of the word. I had one best friend and hardly any other friends. Moving to Canada at 15 proved to be extremely difficult and I had the hardest time adjusting to all the change, which led to a depression that lasted for years. Because of this, I was an extremely "late bloomer," and high school was one of the most difficult periods of my life. I was not fun and I felt ugly, small and insignificant. But I made it. I can't remember taking any big steps, but I remember taking thousands of baby steps to get to where I am today. That's all it took.
And so, 5 years ago I begged my friend to come to the show with me. This year, like with all shows I go to nowadays, my (best) friends make plans with me to go to shows. And we have so much fun:
.. and we also have no shame in asking strangers to take more than one picture, just to look even sillier than before:
Five years ago, I would have never thought that such pictures would have been possible in my future. But they are now my life. Sure, obstacles and heartache will always be a part of life too, but the rewards we get from being around are so much greater. My only wish would be for young people who feel "different" and lonely to hear these things from their peers who have gone through similar situations, in the off chance that it would make a difference and save their lives.
Two of my favourite bands said it best this year:
Now, the world can be an unfair place at times
But your lows will have their complement of highs
And if anyone should cheat you, take advantage of, or beat you
Raise your head and wear your wounds with pride
You must stick up for yourself, son
Never mind what anybody else done
Stick up for yourself, son
~ Yeasayer, "Ambling Alp"
Nothing is wasted and life is worth living
Heaven is nowhere, just look to the stars
There is a day that is yours for embracing
~ Hot Chip, "I Feel Better."
People will begin to value you only when you value yourself. Just stick around and prove everyone wrong because your life is worth living.
Ps: I totally forgot to point out that: Amy Millan is still as hot as ever.
|Tags: stars, life
|Seeing all the new features that Jason is adding to the new AP.net layout is making me consider keeping up with my own blog. I'm extremely excited for all the new changes to take place - everything looks fantastic. Can hardly wait to see them in action.|
With that being said, I had an interesting weekend. A surprise visit by my friend, who lives in Toronto, made it very enjoyable. I miss her and wish that she, along with other friends there, still lived here. I suppose distance makes me cherish our moments together more than I ever did before.
|The Making Of "The Crawl" by Dave Fischoff
|A while ago, Dave Fischoff took the time to write about how he made his newest album The Crawl. I would like to thank him for taking the time to do this and I can't wait to work with him again in the future. Please check out this record because it deserves to be heard.|
The Making Of The Crawl.
When I first started working on The Crawl, I knew I wanted to do something that was more electronic and sample based, but I also wanted to make an album that was very much rooted in songs. And since the guitar is the only instrument I really know how to play, I started with that. When I first started working on the album, I came up with a bunch of different little guitar ideas, recorded them and wrote them down so Iíd remember how to play them. These werenít complete songs by any means, but eventually, after Iíd come up with several dozen or so, I started going back to all of these little ideas and figuring out ways I could piece them together into larger songs. It was kind of like doing a sonic jigsaw puzzle. In my head, I could hear how one little chord progression might work well with another little chord progression, even though they may have been written months apart. I started putting parts together, changing the occasional key or chord to help things fit properly and writing new bridges to help bring things together. Eventually I got to a point where I had an albumís worth of new material that I could play straight through from start to finish on a guitar.
While I was coming up with these new song ideas, I was also collecting lots of new sounds. Iíd sample anything I could get my hands on: stuff Iíd recorded with my minidisc, movie soundtracks, sound effects CDs, other peoples albumsÖanything. I ended up putting together a pretty large sample library (thereís several thousand different samples on my computer right now) but they arenít samples in the way a lot of people might think of them- they arenít entire phrases of music lifted from other peopleís recordings. Theyíre usually not much more than a single sound- a violin note that I can loop and play back at different pitches, a single kickdrum hit, or a steady hum that a machine makes that I can loop, tweak and turn into a new kind of instrument on the computer. So after Iíd written all of these songs on guitar, I moved on to the computer and, using a program called Reason, I started to shape all of the samples and eventually built them up into the arrangements you hear on the album. Each song on the album has anywhere from 50 to 100 unique samples contained within it.
After all of the arrangements were in place, I moved on to the rhythm tracks. And this was definitely one of my favorite parts of the whole process- making the beats. Up until this point, Iíd only used really simple, repetitive rhythm loops, like some of the stuff you hear on my second album, The Ox and the Rainbow, but on The Crawl I got a lot more interested in creating really full sounding rhythm tracks that develop and complement the rest of the music.
After that, when all of the arrangements were finished and the beats were in place, I started piecing together the lyrics. I know some musicians like to start with words and then add the music, but I like to work the other way. I like having a solid musical framework already built that I have to fit lyrics into. Itís one of those examples of how working within certain constraints can really fire up your creativity. Iíd been keeping notebooks full of lyric ideas all along, mostly just little phrases and stuff, never much more than a line or two. And similar to what Iíd done with all of the separate guitar parts that I eventually combined and developed into complete songs, I started picking out phrases I liked from the notebooks, combining them with each other, developing them into more fully realized ideas, and adding new lines until they became finished lyrics. Then I stepped into my walk-in closet that doubles as a recording booth and recorded all of the vocals.
The entire album was recorded in my apartment on a Mac G4 (still running OS9!) with two programs, Reason and Protools, and a single microphone that my friend Jim Zespy loaned me, a CAD E-350. I recorded the entire thing myself and no one, not even the record label, heard a single note of it until it was almost completely finished.
|Love is the best feeling in the world. It does not matter whether it's romantic or not, feeling loved and loving is one of the greatest feelings we will ever feel. It's the most amazing feeling I have ever felt.|