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|Gaps in History...
|These may be the last words you ever see from me whether you read them or not....|
You said..." I let someone make me smile, call me beautiful, compliment me and i just ate it up and in some ways i'm regretful and in others it truly opened my eyes."
did you ever consider what he may have been missing himself?
Would he travel 2,759 miles across the united states for you?
Than when he saw you for the very fist time, look beyond an acne flair up, and flirt with you as if you were, because you were, because you are the most beautiful girl in his world?
Would he sit across from you in a chain with his favorite food in front of him, yet barely touch it because he is so taken aback by your everything?
Would he lay his head in this hotel http://media-cdn.tripadvisor.com/med...-the-motel.jpg till you were ready for him to meet your family?
would he meet your family?
would he shoot the breeze with your mom while helping her cook dinner for the family?
would he hold your nieces' chubby little parts and think to himself, i can get use to this?
would he take on the cold blank stares from your father and your sister and still stand his ground, knowing your worth every hole being burned into his skin?
would he fight for your education, help you get in state tuition, and fufill atleast one promise he has ever made to your mother?
would he take you to get your wisdom teeth pulled and be by your side thereafter to take care of you and put you on to your favorite soup while he is at it?
would he call your mother crying to tell her how dissappointed he is in himself that he stopped being able to take care of you but that you're as strong a person he has ever seen. and he knows you'll be alright?
will he grow to love animals in the same ways you do?
will he accept your diet or will he embrace it?
will he forgive the mistakes?
I once had someone tell me i was handsome. They also mouthed the words "i love you" based on some chemistry they thought they had with me. This person now has a baby with her bf who she lives with till this day. I know what your going to say " i'm sorry im not perfect like you." I don't care that you think that you aren't perfect or that you think that i think i am. I only wish i knew what was so imperfect with us, and why you thought after 4 years we had become weak enough to change.
maybe you found yourself the perfect stranger, but maybe you should have asked yourself what else could have been missing.
( i did not ever say those words back )
" i took a chance, i took a shot, and you might think im bullet proof but im not,
you took a swing, i took it hard, and down here from the ground i see who you are"
|Tags: Taylor Swift, Tell Me Why, Endings