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Take This To Your [Headphones]
I know somewhere my life won't be like this....
09/27/10 at 10:33 AM by Miss Heartcore
There's a lot going on right now in my mind and my heart.

But on the plus side, I finally got a physical copy of this and I'm melting on the inside.

I don't know how to put this all into words.
There's just a lot of things swirling around inside me and I want to put it all into place without breaking apart first.

Why do I hurt just on purpose?
I guess I lack a purpose.
Tags: Boys, Romance, Relationships, Friendship, Northstar, Broken Parachute, Lyrics
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I never told you this
07/12/10 at 05:53 PM by Miss Heartcore
but I made a secret pact to myself that when it's all said and done,
I want to try us out.
See if it will work.
I feel like somewhere down the line we'd be perfect for each other.

But for now, I want you to go live out your dream of success to the fullest extent...
and perhaps, just maybe, when you call it quits, or achieve your goals we can see if this could ever be something.

I've waited for you for at least three years.
I can keep going.
I think you're worth it.
Tags: Boys, Friendships, Romance, Life
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We were both young when I first saw you...
02/22/09 at 11:06 PM by Miss Heartcore
Yes, that's right. THIS song.

Can't stand country music or Taylor Swift's strange mouth/teeth. I even managed to avoid it at all costs until last week.
Now the damn song won't leave my head.

I love it.

Good song ending, cute music video to go with it.

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Too bad this couldn't be real life.

Tags: Taylor Swift, Love Song, Music, Romance, Personal, Life.
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Can I be your Penny Lane?
10/17/08 at 03:44 PM by Miss Heartcore
"Oh Alyx cheer up, it's eventually going to happen for you".

"What do you mean?"

"You know it'll be the right guy when he's willing to come to visit you...it'll be just like in Almost Famous..."

[Russell is on the phone with Penny]
Russell Hammond: Give me your address. I'm coming to you, this time.

Tags: Boys, Effort, Failed promises, Romance, Life, Almost Famous
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10/15/08 at 10:34 PM by Miss Heartcore

I am elated.

Tags: NoFx, Shows, Boys, Romance.
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Fire Away
10/14/08 at 09:38 PM by Miss Heartcore
Don't cover your eyes if you can't see

Stand on the ground
And get out of this weather
It's something I know you need
And what makes it alright
Doesn't make it all better
What slips through our hands, we keep

The summer that this album came out, I provided some people on The Tooth and Nail Tour with a place of shelter, dinner, and laundry facilities for a couple of days.
It ultimately became one of the best weeks of the summer.

Now looking back on these lyrics, it's currently the only thing that makes sense in all of this mass confusion that is my life.

Tonight I wrote 4 different blog entries tonight and all of them ultimately were deleted.
I can't decided what's worth mentioning
What's worth keeping to myself
What's worth pursuing
and what's worth sitting back and waiting for.

Every sporadic and fun moment is ultimately counteracted by bad news and vice versa.

Yesterday my dad lost his job.
I reacted by running off to stand among 3500 moshing kids with one of my best friends--only then to encounter a stranger with a mischievous smile.
Amidst the chaos, he provided some calmness.
He laughed and sang and poked fun.
I smiled.
He took down my number.
It reminded me of those moments after the dances in high school.
I'll give him three days (Cher Horowitz time).

For now, I'll let it ride.
Tags: Sullivan, Life, Memories, Shows, Romance?
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Ready yet?
09/29/08 at 11:15 PM by Miss Heartcore
I'm afraid no ones listening anymore
I'm freaking out
I'm so sick
I'm making me sick
Don't look down
Don't look down

The only thing in my way is myself
I'm just thinking out loud
I'm just thinking
How can I still be alive
I shoulda been gone so long, so long ago

I can't get away from it all
I messed up like I always do
I gave you nothing
I took you nowhere
You're still listening
Dear Life,
Where the fuck have you just led me?

First of all, people are obsessed with informing me that my future is with Dan.
Fucking NO.
Doesn't anyone believe that I deserve more than that lackluster relationship again?
That I deserve someone who is emotionally available and doesn't bore me?
I feel suffocated with the notion that my life is already planned out in that fashion.
Good to know everyone is content on the idea of me settling with someone for the sake of conveniency.

On another note,
After being in a relationship for almost 5 years, I honestly have no idea what is considered "normal" in terms of hooking up/dating/relationships and the concept of time...
What is considered too slow, too fast, too short, too long, definitely going to happen, definitely not going to happen, just for tonight, just for a couple of months, or hey, I'm really serious about this...?

All I know is that I want something real and tangible again....eventually....
Ya know, something where the person actually lives in the tri-state area.
--where the person ACTUALLY shows up rather than all that cutesy bullshit aim/text convos full of suggestion...
I eventually want to meet a single guy who actually says what he means and means what he says and have it be good and true and passionate.

I want to feel something real--
Perhaps I just really want...direction....and peace of mind.
Tags: Romance, Life
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I'm [not] Content with Losing
08/22/08 at 02:32 PM by Miss Heartcore
I'm half way there,
This is what i get for wanting more....
for wanting more

This is the way its got to be;
desolate, alone and searching...
So I walk around with this rope in my hand
So I'll tie it around, and around and around...
I'll tie me down

I'll fantisize of leading many and leaving us behind.
in your eyes, you were the one that tried.

If seconds is what holds us here,
Then you my dear are the one i fear today...
We'll try this one more time...

This is the moment that we all wait for, are you ready?
Are you ready?


I can't find anything or anyone worth my time.
Tags: Underoath, Romance, Personal Life
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Not so Young, Not so Inspiring.
08/11/08 at 12:13 PM by Miss Heartcore
This all needs a break from you
And I'm used to this

I fear that I am just an end
So you'll play the mistaken and I'll play the victim
In our screenplay of desire and I'm still writing
The letter I'll never send

Running in circles I can't forget how many times
I've played this in my mind

Feeling free, feeling free

Consequence, it's our need in times like this
Feeling free is our modern disease
You're a classic disaster with a knack for losing your exterior
I'm so sick from staring at the mirror

This is my panic, this is my call to arms

I thought that this would get better.
That once I broke free of all ties
I'd breathe easy and begin to move forward.

I'm fairly certain that 98% of the world is a letdown
and these drinks fail to silence my concerns.

I feel less interested in people now more than ever.
I've got a mental block when it comes to attraction.

Everyone around me seems to be giving up.
Might as well join the parade.

Life is pretty much at a standstill.
Except for the gears turning in my head.
I'll write this all down and maybe make something of it.
At least this will be an ending I can control.
Tags: Underoath, Romance, Personal Life
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Let's Get Sexual
04/20/08 at 09:27 PM by Miss Heartcore
I've been wanted to post this for awhile...After seeing one of these bands...I'm ready.
Here are two of my favorite "sexy" songs.

Please share yours.

Promise of Redemption
"Oh The Way"

Oh the way you, looking like you own the room
Yeah, you do it so well
That I can't tell if it's okay to take you home with me

If just for tonight, or the rest our lives
I will take my time to show you how you're always on my mind
So can you take off that brown shirt
So I can get to know you better
You've got me wrapped around your finger
You've got me wrapped around your finger

Every time I close my eyes I pray for night time
To take me home
And the clouds in the sky lit up by moonlight
Are my only guide to take me home

If just for tonight, or the rest our lives
I will take my time to show you how you're always on my mind
So can you take off that brown shirt
So I can get to know you better
You've got me wrapped around your finger
You've got me wrapped around your finger

So stand up or sit down
You always had a funny way of not knowing what to do
And oh it seems to mean much more when you
You bat your eyes and tell me the truth
But if you listen to the sound of my heart beat
You know you can truly tell
The feeling that you get when our eyes meet
It's something more than you've ever felt

The night is over all the lights are out
Just you and I in this empty house

We've got so much time
We've got so much time

So step back and never let go
Your voice is the only thing that guides me home
So step back and never let go
Cause it's something I just thought that you should know


Lying in bed, trying to stay quiet.
Clasp your lips together, ride this forever.
I'm holding on tight, letting out a sigh.
Don't ever let go, don't open your eyes.
Breathe deeper, deeper.
Oh, I've never felt better than-

Oh, I'm holding on for you...
Let's finish this together.
Have you ever done something that makes you proud?
On and on, I do it hands down.
I... I wanna have a good time.

Hearts are beating faster, and nothing could be hotter.
I see you getting closer, Amity.
Your breath is getting shorter,
My arms are tired.
You're slowly sliding closer...
To me.

Hold on just a second longer, baby.
Hold on, feeling like we'll both get lucky.
Hold on, this will all be worth it, baby.
Hold on...
Tags: Romance, LoveHateHero, Promise of Redemption
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