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Awful Direction

12/10/08 at 12:10 PM by Miss Heartcore

Life has given me the, me the creeps
I need you to make, to make, to make me weak
I have made my world my own, I've made it my own
And I have never been so alone

I can't stop my brain from moving
in an awful direction Lord
I can't stop my hands from doing
what I don't want to do anymore
I've been wrong
I've been right
but tonight
I just wanna be yours

I'm planning this out
to be all about me
I, I am wrong can you help me?

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Pretty sure I shouldn't be kissing someone who has seemingly ruined my life.

At the same time, it's the only thing in my life that I feel as though I can control.
He as apologized numerous times.
(He has also said he can't promise that he won't leave again.)

But as we stand there, everything seems natural.
This is wanted I wanted wholeheartedly two years ago.
I wanted us to co-exist on a regular basis in the same city.

It's happening.
He's here.

However, there's no one to pick up the pieces if I break again.
Everyone is tired of seeing me make the same mistakes.

They don't understand that this is all I have.
Everything that comes into my life usually dies off.

We shall exist in secret.

I'm not saying this will bring me happiness, but it will bring me a distraction for the time being.

Tags: The worst person ever, Secret things, The Almost, Personal, Life.

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