Another day and another free fall. An invitation to the last few seconds of our lives. I would have sized this in the frame of my mind but the proportions were epic and the collision could burn us all. i've thought of you more, aimed my sights on the seizing glare and told the sun i'd block it out if we could dance in it's shade. You were meant for me, so escape is an idea so naive i never imagined it. Or maybe i just faked the indifference the tacit evasion being nothing but a ploy. The frays they lay here and they wave with the wear that only a lover can amass, the shingles of prudence shattered and lay on the floor we're our bodies have set the territorial lines. I'm not in shambles, but im not so whole, where you left with the pieces and where the pond breaks its characteristics to flow into rivers that don't hold guilt. Yes lover, you are the ice thats cold, that'll never melt down, that pricks my neck and dresses me down so i can hold these shivers that'll never grow old.
"So what did we pay for, and why did we care, what were we after, and why was it there? Desire gave way to a false sense of hope, and we fell through the lie but its what we all chose, and i yell to my friends it'll all be ok, but they didn't believe me, they still don't today, they never do anything they haven't before, in the same solemn room with no lock on the door, and over and over and over again, the same failed solutions to all the same problems, scream why why ? i can't understand why the things that i do never go as i planned, and the vultures begin their slow circling."