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The Remnants of Uncertainty...
|I dont know where I am. What I'm doing. Where I'm going. |
I'm so all over the place right now. I'm happy, but I'm stressed. I'm falling in love, but I'm nervous and anxious and worried. I'm moving forward, but I feel like I'm running in place.
Maybe we can chalk it up to a long week and a weird night. The doubt will always seep through every now and then, even if I have an iron wall up. I just want clarity. I want time to slow down and life to catch up. I want stability and relaxation and some oxygen to breathe.
I need her hand to hold. I need her arms around me. It has been too long since I have felt the physical sensation of affection. I've been so closed off and unaffectionate, so unlike myself. I've fallen for her in every way, but I need to feel it now.
12 days couldn't come soon enough.
Remember, Remember, the 5th of November.
|Tags: personal, love, struggle, life