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i love guitar, singing,screaming, texting,and making love to you my cell phone nummber is 214 862 1837 Text Me!!!!
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i play guitar and sing in a band i have a heavy metal band but im working on just an acoustic band with some friends right now music is my passion i love it girls fuck you over this i know :( carrying your 20 pound guitar and your 100 pound amp 4 miles in the hott summer time, just to play a show, is passion.
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this is what the edge of your seat was made for. count your blessings. i dont really know that many albums
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for stevie wonders eyes only. tell slater not to wash his dick. the only medicine. the songs my band makes up. ive been dying to reach you. guys like you make us look bad. pray for plagues. ill be there for you(friends theme song) :O
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BMTH!!!!, atl. saosin, circa survive, the scene aesthetic, secondhand serenade, heavy heavy low low,blessthefall, silverstein, chiodos, job for a cowboy,Four year strong,Venna,Ivoryline,Theaudition,Crashromeo, The Maine, Pierce the veil, Quietdrive, Scenes from a movie, Every avenue, A heartwell ending, A skylit drive, Our last night, Every avenue, The fold, Sound the alarm, The dangerous summer, Time and distance, underoath,we are godzilla you are japan.
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12:34 PM on 04/17/08
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HEY HEY HEY!
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IM SUPER BOREDDDD
when u get home you should add me on myspace /a7xcristy
and on msn if u haves it XD
12:33 PM on 04/17/08
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HEY HEY HEY!
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IM SUPER BOREDDDD
when u get home you should add me on myspace /a7xcristy
and on msn if u haves it XD
10:25 AM on 04/17/08
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What can I say? The rock star I life I lead keeps me busy...haha. Actually, I did text you back last week and I never heard back from you so I figured you were asleep (it was a bit late) or busy leading your own rock star life.
Anyways, how have you been? School's been kicking my butt and I've been attempting (emphasis on 'attempting') to write some melodies, lyrics are still constantly flowing out of my head and somewhere in the middle of all of that my sanity is floating around. Needless to say, I've been busy but I'm always looking to take a break and breathe so hit me up anytime.

Hope all is well

J
08:39 AM on 03/28/08
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just wanted to say hi...new song is coming along...
have a good day
10:58 AM on 03/24/08
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awesome...I will give you a call. Consequently, I never got your name. Mine is James. What's the time difference where you're at? I'm usually up late but I didn't want to wake you.
02:10 PM on 03/14/08
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Yeah, well that's the trouble. I write music about as good as I can lie. I know what chords go with what and I have a good ear for music but when it comes to putting melodies together I have no creativity. They all sound the same. I'll think that I came up with something great but the more I play it the more it sounds like...nothing. Or everything else that's already being played. I started learning bass guitar a couple weeks ago so I'm hoping that will help spark something.
I wouldn't mind talking with you over the phone. I don't want to sound like I'm a weirdo or anything but I am a bit older than you. Not like I'm trying to hit on you or anything like that but to some people age can make a huge difference. The picture I have up on my profile is only about 6 or 7 months old so that's what I look like but I just look young for my age (...of 27). If that doesn't bother you then...
11:08 AM on 03/14/08
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The only reason I'm good at talking about this sort of thing is because I've had (ready for the emo line...)my heart broken. A lot. Part of it is I am a hopeless romantic and I wear my heart on my sleeve. I couldn't lie if my life depended on it and it's really, really hard for me to hide my emotions (although I've gotten much better about it). I used to hate that about myself. Now I embrace it. It's not a bad thing to want something real and honest and it took me forever to figure that out. And in the end it's put a lot of what I needed back into my music. Lyrics aside, like you, my guitar playing has gotten so much better. I realize not all musicians are total douchbags...just the ones I date...hahaha...and the nice ones like you don't deserve girls that don't realize what they have.
It's finally nice to meet a perspective person...thank you for the breath of fresh air. Sometimes it feels like I'm drowning in the ignorance of people who don't take the time to open up their eyes. On a much lighter note...I get to sleep in tomorrow!!!
02:09 PM on 03/13/08
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No need to apologize. Sometimes all we need is an unbiased opinion. I'm guilty myself of falling hard for someone after I sleep with them which is why I usually end up waiting a little while. The last guy I was really in love with was 12 years older than I was and, looking back, I think he treated me the worst out of all them. Telling me what he "thought" I wanted to hear, like your situation...damn musicians...hahaha...no offense, damn myself, as well.
She seems really immature. Is she younger than you? And really confused as to what she wants. Clearly, what goes around comes around. It's very big of you to want her to be happy...the fact that you're able to put yourself before someone else, especially someone who has hurt is a really good quality (even if it is hard) to have. Don't ever lose it. One thing you should be happy about though, and I don't mean this in a negative way, is that you are not with her anymore. That's the hardest thing and it sucks. Think about it this way, if you can...things happen for a reason. You obviosly don't look at "love" casually and right now she does or maybe she's not ready for it and you are. There's a reason you guys didn't work out. The guy that all that poetry is about...yeah, i think about him a lot and some days it hurts more than others but I have to deal...so I write. And one day when I finally find a band to sing for (haha...yes, I will be on the cover of both Rolling Stone and Spin Magazine) he's going to be the one in the back corner listening to my songs miserable with his beer...his loss, not mine. Of course, this thought process does not include the many weak moments I run into on a daily basis but it is what it is.
Sorry, I just don't have too many people I can relate to on this and the fact that he has no clue...so everytime I see his band play (I'm friends with the frontman of his band)...you know how that goes. It's really, really fun.

haha...can you tell I'm procrastinating all the work I should be doing??
09:06 AM on 03/13/08
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It's weird that people can act like that-put so much into something and then just walk away like nothing happend. Call me a bleeder but I always hurt after someone I care about fades away, even if it's me that does the breaking up. Although, coming from a women's perspective (if you don't mind), she may be hurting so badly that she may not know what to do so she does nothing. It may sound far-fetched but it happens more than you think, unfortunately. People like you actually have the balls to say how you feel and deal with whatever is going on. You fit in the 10% category...the rest of the 90% like to pretend everything is okay and they're miserable. She'll carry it into her next relationship...and the one after that and it'll keep going. I've seen it happen to someone I used to be close to and even now, she still gets tons of guys but she's not happy with herself so you can only imagine how happy her relationships are. I don't know if she ever loved you but I'm betting she did and she doesn't know how to handle the fact that she screwed up. It's hard losing something that big and it's hard knowing something is completely your fault and that you've hurt someone else in the process...no matter what kind of situation or type of relationship it is. Not that there's any excuse for how she's acting-it's ignorant on her part and obviously you deserve better than that.
Thanks for the compliments on the writing...it's kinda funny because a lot of people have no idea what I'm even writing about. It's puts a little hope back in me to know that there's other people out there who get it. omg...that was so cheesy but it's true. Some days I do wonder if our sanity is at risk...
08:40 AM on 03/12/08
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Yes...the polite "fuck you" letter...thank you. You don't even realize how good that makes me feel...it's been a rough couple of days. The funny thing is that he has no idea I wrote it (he doesn't even know about my account here and I've taken him off my myspace). I've been tempted to give it to him but in all honesty I don't think he'd get it. He'd probably read it, scratch his head then go running (even faster) in the opposite direction. I would be lying if I said that he didn't cross my mind but I'm sure you know what that's all about. It's hard but we move on. In the mean time, I admit that I would love to see the expression on his face if he ever got a hold of that letter, possibly any of them for that matter. I almost find it amusing that he acts like he thinks he got away with something.
When your band gets famous, your ex that screwed you over is going to be HATING life...remember that. And you'll be smiling all the way to the bank and back. But money aside, you'll be the better person for it and she'll be miserable.
04:25 PM on 03/07/08
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But those are the best kind of lyrics-the real ones. It seems like so many people are so hell-bent on being a hard ass. I don't think there's anything wrong with writing about how you feel about someone, especially if they've hurt you. It's better than slitting your wrists...check out my latest blog and you'll see what I mean.
09:56 AM on 02/29/08
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Thank you for the comment. It'a always appreciated...and yes, I did write it. That's the one perk to getting your heart ripped out over and over again (now, that's a cliche)...thoughts like the ones I write like to frequent my head. Needless to say-I wear my heart on my sleeve which is where I get my writing from.
08:20 AM on 02/25/08
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how did you get on my AP account!!! whoever you are i hope you pretty much die!!!
09:48 AM on 02/22/08
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good taste in music :)
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