[Mafoomaboo]

True Agony

To reach the light is all I ever wanted
But no matter how hard I tried it was just out of reach
I can feel the pull of your darkness on my feet
Weighing me down into the unknown sea

A moment of serenity, a more painful heat
Each cigarette burns more fiercely than the last
My flesh begins to boil and pointlessly it seems
I light up another and walk further out to sea

I just light up and walk down this highway of hell
What I will do, well I really can’t tell
Cause there’s nothing but me in this fiery sea
Surely even the wicked deserve some company

My spotted past couldn’t have brought on this
Nothing done by man should equal hell’s kiss
Maybe blasphemy or treachery would be deemed
A harsher crime than my little white lies

I guess it was never meant to be
Life and death are just the same to me
Always alone, always in pain
It’s just the only way to spend eternity

I just light up and walk down this highway of hell
What I will do, well I really can’t tell
Cause there’s nothing but me in this fiery sea
Surely even the wicked deserve some company