Aw thanks babe <3 I just get all down about it, we only broke up like 4 weeks ago so it's still kinda fresh for me. Also he was my first boyfriend and we were together for over a year and lirghluighluirgg. I know that I'll be fine someday because I'm a strong girl but right now it sucks a lot.
You have a good mindset. You are strong. Sometimes it can feel like you will never get over it, and people always say you will always love your first love or whatever, but eventually you do sort of start to forget. I knew I wanted to break up with my last ex for months - just this gut feeling, but my emotions would take over and I couldn't imagine breaking up because he was my first real love and it was so painful. Now I'm totally fine and don't know why I wasted so much of my time, and I'm kind of grossed out that I waited so long to do it because he was awful for me.
Just keep busy and jam out to Britney's songs Stronger and Lonely, and Xtina's Fighter on full blast while you drive around haha. So therapeutic. I've found that listening to break up songs about becoming stronger and independent as opposed to those mopey, why did you leave me kind of songs, helps tons. Feel better!