[princessjinifer]

I will start of by introducing the people I will talking about

Jessica: my ex-girlfriend, terrible terrible relationship. too much pain, worry, just, ugh. I cannot believe I lasted as long as I did.
Michelle: my ex-girlfriend's ex. a really good friend of mine. she has helped me a whole lot recently, no feelings involved with her, as she has a boyfriend. and, because I just don't see her that way.

Jessica and I finally parted ways on Christmas day, it relieved me so much, it had felt like a giant burden had been lifted. I don't know, it was a good feeling. Michelle talked to me through it all, and it is mainly the reason I haven't had a meltdown since then. Michelle and I have been talking non-stop since Christmas Eve. Now some of the conversations between me and Michelle have included how she is upset/pissed off that Jessica put me through all that she did, and that she didn't want me talking to her anymore. Wellll, last night (New Year's) I called Jessica, on FaceTime. I knew I shouldn't have, but I did. It was nice talking to her again, getting to see her and hear her voice. I fell asleep feeling alright.
I messaged Michelle today and told her what I did, because Jessica told me that she was going to tell her. So I decided to tell her myself so things didn't look bad.
I now feel like I have betrayed Michelle by talking to Jessica last night when she has told me not to.. and now Michelle doesn't seem interested to talk to me anymore, as if she is upset at me. She claims she isn't, but I have a hard time believing that..

Jessica and I haven't spoken at all since Christmas, except for that call last night. We don't plan on talking either.

What do you think?
Should I be worrying as much as I should? or not?
I don't have many good friends, not anyone like Michelle, so her being upset at me is not a good thing at all.. :/ it is killing me on the inside..

[jrayrocks9191]

[marieeboxx]

Originally Posted by jrayrocks9191

This

[princessjinifer]

Originally Posted by jrayrocks9191

that made me smile. :)

[White]

Originally Posted by marieeboxx

This

This.

[leftapart]

So you dated a lesbian... And then you tried to get with her best friend/former lover?

[E=MCHAMMER]

[incognitojones]

you worry too much man.

[StepsInADance]

You're a shoe-in for a threesome. You better not fuck this up.

[barkjon]

anal

o wait

[princessjinifer]

Originally Posted by leftapart

So you dated a lesbian... And then you tried to get with her best friend/former lover?

yes and no. yes I dated a lesbian (she ended up being one in the end) and then no, I didn't try to get with her. I just became good friends with her. I don't want to date her either, she doesn't want to date me. she is in a pretty serious relationship so yeah.

[princessjinifer]

Originally Posted by StepsInADance

You're a shoe-in for a threesome. You better not fuck this up.

:p this actually was talked about. until I told Michelle what Jessica did to me, so Michelle changed her mind and said that she doesn't want to have a threesome with her anymore. But threesomes have still been in the talks.

[princessjinifer]

Originally Posted by incognitojones

you worry too much man.

I figured so. Anyway to change that?

[princessjinifer]

Originally Posted by E=MCHAMMER

Thanks. I liked that.

[incognitojones]

Originally Posted by princessjinifer

I figured so. Anyway to change that?

admitting you have a problem is the first step to fixing it.

looking up the second step is the second step