My brother in law has a gofundme campaign that his parents set up for his medical bills and to help pay other bills while he's out of work and apparently his parents are using it for stupid things. His parents said if I ever wanted to visit him I could use the fund to pay for gas and hotel and I was like lol no I'm not using their cancer fund on myself. I'd feel too horrible using my sis' money like that. But apparently his parents have been using it a lot for themselves and want to use it to fly his bros out so they don't have to drive and wanna buy iPads to facetime and stuff and I'm like uhh y'all aren't struggling like that, chill. And I don't believe for a second that they don't have their own devices to facetime or Skype or whatever. My sis is upset at them and I just can't imagine how anyone could do that. Its their son and they know how he and my sister struggle financially. Money makes people awful.
That is awful. It's ridiculous how people turn things to their advantage..
Hope he ends up okay, it's a shitty situation for sure.
I don't know when it will be, but I'm regrettably certain that when I die, it'll have been a suicide. I'm not in a crisis situation right now, but one day I think I probably will be and I won't be able to do anything to stop myself
If you need to talk ever, let me know.
That super lonely feeling is back. I'll be 25 in three weeks and I have yet to meet a guy that wants to date me let alone take me on a date. No one believes me when I say I'm gonna be single forever. I don't like talking about it irl but I'll post about it. Sucks when you've felt this way since middle school. Sucks to have no one to talk to when you're feeling down or someone to take care of you when you're sick. Sucks to have guys flock to your friends but never you. When a guy finally approaches you and asks for your number, he stands you up and doesn't even apologize but asks to "reschedule". I'll never be good enough and that's a fact. I'm a graduating and there's no way for me to meet anyone at school. I'm done with dating sites. My options have run out.
It's never too late, or over. Love takes a lot of luck and patience. I know it sounds silly, but it may happen in High School or in your 30's. When you find the person, they are always worth the wait. Trust me when I say settling is the worst thing. Hang in there and maybe try to distract yourself or refocus on other things. When it happens, it'll happen in an awesome way. Can't try and force it.