Sadly, this will be the last thing I will say about you in a long time, unless for some reason you reach out to me. I hope you aren't hesitant to post online, it'll be nice to know that you are doing well. Anyway, I know I have annoyed, confused, and troubled you. For that, I am truly sorry. You said in November that you felt like such an awful person--that is exactly how I feel now. However, I am not sorry for having the courage to open up to you. I will try to find happiness in the meantime, but my heart belongs to you, and you alone. I've never been more certain of it. I wait for the day when you talk to me again. The pain of the uncertainty will be such an immense struggle, but I have faith in you, and in us. So, please, seek me out one day. When you do, I'm certain I will have already thought of you on that day. Take care of yourself. I will look forward to that day, even if it never comes.
i wish i knew what to say but after my relationship ended i felt like this for a month or two but now it's past that point. i believed that if he really cared and loved me he wouldn't have let those things that got in the way, to get in the way. as i don't know the details of your situation i cannot comment on either of you and it's not my place, but i hope you eventually feel okay with yourself because that's what is most important