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09:27 PM on 06/18/12 
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herpderpharvey
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I've become a pessimistic asshole of a cynic
It's been wearing on my sleeves after these weeks
Have been putting on the pounds, I'm sinking six feet underground
Traveling slow motion, I am slowing down
Weeks add up to months as my thoughts have made the rounds
To every eye, every ear in the town
From drink to drink, from mouth to mouth
Each petty thought will travel 'round the world
From me to you to every other person
From every person back to me in the end
03:44 AM on 06/22/12 
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I've beat these long and lonely notes into the ground
Worn out these chords so much they hardly make a sound
Ripped the words out of my throat, littered lines across the road
Until the soundwaves fall apart, I'll continue

To pull it all together was the hardest part for me
My destination leaves me aimless
So say goodbye to home again, goodbye normality
I've traded it to live a foolish dream

But if I don't live my life the way I want to live it now
I'll have worn out my excuses to have these words scarring my throat
Through everything I'll be better off living my life for me
And doing what I can to make sure I don't do it too selfishly

To pull it all together was the hardest part for me
My destination leaves me aimless
So say goodbye to home again, goodbye normality
I've traded it to live a foolish dream
12:37 AM on 06/27/12 
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Here I am, closed eyes as I sleep
Wrapped tight between your arms
I take what feels like eternal breath
Keep closed, my eyes, I wait for light
I wait for the sun to rise
But the morning never comes
No, the morning never comes
The sun never rises for me
I close my eyes for what feels like eternity
Steady in my sleep, I wait so long
I drift away, still waiting for the sun to rise
But the morning never comes
No, the morning never comes
03:47 AM on 06/30/12 
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Web of Lies

Mankind's history is a web of lies and misconceptions
Perceived by those that haven't lived it
As told by an alternate perspective of the truth
A shade of lies and fact abuse
To misconstrue the honest truth in favor of twisting, turning lights
To dark bags below our eyes
We're seeing things that aren't really there
They hold a long and earnest stare before dismissed

Keep a close eye on everything
Yet it still slips through our fingers
Falling through the cracks beneath our feet
To a dimension where reality lies
Now only told through opinionated eyes

I lost hold of what I saw
The things I held deep in my heart
Could all be my minds undoing
Events that happened to me
But I'm not sure I should worry anymore

Keep a close eye on everything
Yet it still slips through our fingers
Falling through the cracks beneath our feet
To a dimension where reality lies
Now only told through opinionated eyes

I've kept a close eye on everything
But it all slips through my fingers...
12:30 AM on 07/12/12 
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“This Town”

Passing seasons bring change
Spring and summer bring rain
All while losing my range
In a town I don’t want to be in anymore

And I’m passing out
From the logic and doubt
Contaminating my drink
In a house I don’t care for anymore

I don’t want to lose my distance
The miles driven in this car
It’s gone along so far
Pushing me further than I’ve ever been before

Holding me high,
Expectations run dry
As we detonate
All the things that we hate, we watch them go

And now you start to see
The miles wearing down on me
Rolling my bones
Until nothing is left of me

I don’t want to lose my distance
The miles driven in this car
It’s gone along so far
Pushing me further than I’ve ever been before
12:47 AM on 07/12/12 
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Every time I find a way back onto my feet,
The rare and so triumphant times I grasp reality
And don’t fall victim to this tragic gravity that drags us to our graves
The world finds a way to tear me down to nothing

All I need is this
All I need is something more
Than the life I’ve lived
And all the lives that I’ve ignored

All the time I spend trying to get back on track
I end up stuck in rain, washing off the pain
But I walk these streets, sidewalks
Find my house to let myself back inside

All I need is this
All I need is something more
Than the life I’ve lived
And all the lives that I’ve ignored
09:34 PM on 08/06/12 
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Nice lyrics.
05:25 PM on 10/06/12 
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herpderpharvey
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^Thanks
05:25 PM on 10/06/12 
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What are we still fighting for?
It’s not like our lives are a constant war
We could move on from this dying scene
Instead of withering away into an untold story

But that would mean for us to make progress
Instead, we’re living in then past like our lives depended on it

Days go by, we go ignored
Under the radar we’re two burnt out stars
We didn’t pick up where we last left off
Instead we’re withering away into the background day by day

So now I can see
Our faint mistakes have grown into horror scene
And it’s fogging up my memory
03:55 AM on 10/07/12 
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good
09:48 AM on 10/07/12 
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lol :)
01:04 PM on 10/07/12 
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herpderpharvey
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Thanks
04:19 AM on 10/28/12 
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A Futile Prayer

I bow my head to say to you
Something to make it’s way to you
Though never shall my words be heard
I say them just get it off my chest
Before the weight withdraws my breath

I hold my head up high for you
Just to see the sight of you
Though never shall the sight be seen
I look up just in case you might come back
A picture perfect image in my head

Don’t let these long roads direct you astray
Walking down a winding path that ends up endlessly
Leading you to a false sense of conclusion
I’ve been down that road before and I’ve been through it
The lowest of the lows that just gets lower for the foolish

I bow my head to say to you
Things I never got the chance to say
If only it were okay to take it back
What’s done is done is left unsaid
I know I’ll never get that chance again
04:08 AM on 11/03/12 
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herpderpharvey
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I have an unhealthy hatred for myself
I look at what I’ve done, I know I’m not the only one
And I’m disgusted by person that I was, the person that I am
That I could have ever been so cruel is completely sick
And no apologies will make it go away
Not any of the pain
And so I hate myself for everything I’ve done
I hate myself, I’m not the only one
11:58 AM on 11/04/12 
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dude thats really good!



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