[jrayrocks9191]

Originally Posted by ChelseaRiane

Everyday it disgusts me more and more how much I think about suicide. It's repulsive and selfish and half the time I wanna kill myself just thinkin about it

I don't think its selfish.

[herestoyoufla]

Originally Posted by ChelseaRiane

Everyday it disgusts me more and more how much I think about suicide. It's repulsive and selfish and half the time I wanna kill myself just thinkin about it

nopppeeee. Don't even consider it an option.

[ChelseaRiane]

Originally Posted by jrayrocks9191

I don't think its selfish.

I think it is. I don't want my friends and family to suffer. I stay alive for them

[ChelseaRiane]

Originally Posted by herestoyoufla

nopppeeee. Don't even consider it an option.

I know I won't do it, which is weird considering how much I think about it. It's so overwhelming.

[Kassie09]

Seeing you like this kills me. I never thought about what it would be like for you to get old and then suddenly..it happened. I hate seeing you so sick and in pain. I love you so much, you don't deserve this.

[kianacarly]

Originally Posted by 11:11

Yeah, I understand everything you're saying. It's not just my mom though - it's my ex too :(

I'm sorry. I don't even get how people can do that. It's so hard to find someone decent

Originally Posted by buhbee94

I'm so sorry about your dog. I know your pain, we're preparing for my oldest to go. I've had him since I was 4 years old and he's really been slowing down lately. I think about the bolded part every day.

Thank you. We put her down yesterday and it was so odd. I didn't cry or anything, but it was really hard to keep it in, especially when I saw her all limp and lifeless. I already thought I heard her scratching on the front door like she did when she wants to come back inside
I'm sorry about your dog too. I just keep telling myself that my dog was in so much pain that it's better this way. She looked so sad and miserable and could barely walk, so at least she's not in pain any more.

[11:11]

Originally Posted by kianacarly

I'm sorry. I don't even get how people can do that. It's so hard to find someone decent

Yeah, but I haven't given up. Just a little discouraged for the moment.

[jrayrocks9191]

Originally Posted by ChelseaRiane

I think it is. I don't want my friends and family to suffer. I stay alive for them

But if they force you to stay alive when you're in so much pain, isn't that selfish of them?

[ChelseaRiane]

Originally Posted by jrayrocks9191

But if they force you to stay alive when you're in so much pain, isn't that selfish of them?

They're not forcing me to stay alive. I'm doing it for them because I want to. I rather live in pain than see them in pain

[maxvsmaradona]

I'm so jazzed for tomorrow night. Yeah, I'll be anxious, but I'll be in the company of good friends, playing guitar for my first legit show playing guitar, around a shit ton of college girls. I really hope I end this dry spell I've gotten myself into. I'm due for a good time.

[kismet]

I give up. Every time I make plans with you, you cancel them to be with your boyfriend (who you go to the same college as and see every fucking day because you live on the same floor in the dorms). You've been dating for three years, I think a night apart would be okay.

[iamthealex]

I'm afraid to tell people that I'm financially stable.

[ChelseaRiane]

I shouldn't be this pissed about it. But I am and I'll stay pissed.

[jrayrocks9191]

I wish I could stop seeing shit about this Amanda Todd girl.

[ChelseaRiane]

I know you just need friends but I'm too depressed and emotional to hang out with someone so emotionally unstable. I'm sorry :/