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10:38 PM on 05/12/12 
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TheZeroKid
I'm Not Holden Caulfield
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New York, NY
Genderfluid - 25 Years Old
I have a feeling that this time I won't stop cutting.

http://www.twloha.com/find-help/
10:40 PM on 05/12/12 
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jrayrocks9191
Blah.
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Thanks, but no thanks.
10:43 PM on 05/12/12 
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TheZeroKid
I'm Not Holden Caulfield
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New York, NY
Genderfluid - 25 Years Old
Why the Hell is this whole thing making me feel so weird? Is it because somebody actually acted upon the same feelings that I myself have kept hidden from everyone else? I don't even know if I can relate in the same way, but if that's the case then why is it affecting me so much? I hate being sure enough about something to not do it and still be unsure enough to question it.
10:45 PM on 05/12/12 
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TheZeroKid
I'm Not Holden Caulfield
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New York, NY
Genderfluid - 25 Years Old

It was the first (and really only) thing that popped into my head. You do what you want, but there's better ways to deal with things than self-harm, whether you do something about it yourself or seek help.
11:29 PM on 05/12/12 
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Jake Jenkins
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St. Louis, MO
Male - 22 Years Old
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I'm sorry but you have to realize why I'm so upset.


I fell for you. I finally fell for you. I thought that's what you wanted. I can't blame you for being skeptical. But to go out and say you "met someone" because you don't think I actually do? After all the times you told me you loved me? That you wanted to be with me? That hurts. That hurts bad and maybe my reaction wasn't the best but it fucking hurts. Maybe I deserve it, but that just makes it hurt more. Hopefully tomorrow when you wake up and both of us are in a better mind frame we can work this out.
11:34 PM on 05/12/12 
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BusterBluth
@edgarallentoe
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Male - 21 Years Old
when I'm alone sometimes I imagine we're doing stuff together cause we never got to
11:35 PM on 05/12/12 
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Alison1488
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Female - 26 Years Old
I lost my virginity a year ago today. I had this whole thing planned out in my head that I wanted to say, but never mind. You may have ruined the biggest moment of my life up until now, but I will not allow you to ruin another day of my life.
11:48 PM on 05/12/12 
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makeshiftmind
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Guelph, ON
Male - 23 Years Old
If I had a penny for every time I felt like this, I'd be among the billionaires in the world.
that means you feel this individual feeling multiple times per second...even whilst sleeping
12:17 AM on 05/13/12 
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butrfli1234
I'M ON FIRE
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Milwaukee WI
Female - 25 Years Old
I want to talk to a boy that makes me feel adorable until I fall asleep. I'm going to settle for you.
02:48 AM on 05/13/12 
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chrislauren
laa-dispute.tumblr.com
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Long Island, NY
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It's 1980, March Five
05:53 AM on 05/13/12 
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jump start
We all need a reason to believe.
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Greensboro, NC
Female - 22 Years Old
I really fucking hope you know what you're doing. If I lose you to something fucking stupid again, I don't even know what I'll do.
06:19 AM on 05/13/12 
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Thesleepingwell
Didn't start the riot
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Kent, UK
Male - 29 Years Old
So... I'm going to return to work with a fresh mindset. This time, I mean it.
06:34 AM on 05/13/12 
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acousticore
good girls they like to sin
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Minnesota
Male - 24 Years Old
i have goals and dreams and things i wanna do with my life and there's a girl whose hand i wanna hold and nothing in this world will stop me.

nothing except myself. i'm not holding back anymore.
08:08 AM on 05/13/12 
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Jake Jenkins
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St. Louis, MO
Male - 22 Years Old
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are you ignoring me or have you legitimately not looked at your phone yet? im thinking its the former. im stressed, im anxious, im depressed, and its because i have no idea where your head is at right now.
08:36 AM on 05/13/12 
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Kassie09
in the empire business
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Pittsburgh, PA
Female - 24 Years Old
I can't believe what a terrible friend you are to me and that after almost 10 years of friendship you would say those things to me in front of a room full of people. You're a miserable, two-faced, bitch.



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