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This one means a lot too me, I hope you like it.

Worn out is the best way I can sum up
The way you make me feel
I know you’re sitting here wondering
If any of this is real
It doesn’t make sense to anybody else
But my eyes have seen the path
Laid out upon your feet
My head sat on that shelf for longer
Than I could truthfully tell
I just want you to see, look for better things
Because they’re out there
And I’m here letting you know

So do it, but don’t do it for me
Oh, just breathe

We miss you; we love you, and want you here
But there are reasons for all of this
And it’s something I didn’t used to believe in
But after facing some fears and walking on solid ground
I’ve come to find, you’re worth my time

This is my life and I need to take a risk
Even at the cost of starting all your nonsense,
Your useless petty shit
I’ve always been, you always knew I was better than this
And day time breaks again just as I retrace these words
‘Cause I’m getting ready to say them again
So I’ll mean it more than when they’re just sitting inside my head

We miss you; we love you, and want you here
But there are reasons for all of this
And it’s something I didn’t used to believe in
But after facing some fears and walking on solid ground
I’ve come to find, you’re worth my time

All this thinking has kept me up
Yeah, it’s starting to hurt my head
And I’m helpless over the things you do
But I’ll do whatever I have to
To show you that I’m here and always will be
‘Cause nothing else would make happy than to see you happy
Even if it meant that I was empty

You caught me just in time
I was barely hanging on
And now I’m completely caving in
It’s about time I opened myself up again
It took what it took for me to come alive
Now listen here, please
Your family is trying to show you
That we’ll do whatever it takes
I know you’ve got more than just a screw lose
If it were up to you would you choose this life you lead?
It looks like nothing but misery

But I’m holding on to you
Just to be certain that my hopes of you waking up in a safe place
Won’t be crushed by my own self-defeat
Because you deserve that much and more
‘Yeah, I’m stronger now, but that doesn’t mean I can’t be weak
From time to time
You said to me you’re not sure anymore
About what the word love is, and what it means
So I’ll open my insides up
And when you can finally feel a thing
Take it in, please, take in everything
And I’ll be here, right here, waiting

So do it, but don’t do it for me
Oh, just breathe