[quote=decel241;115424152]I said what I said because I truly want to help you, if I even can.
I'm sure you couldn't fully appreciate what I was saying because of the way I presented it. It was blunt and insulting. No question.
But you need to see that my reaction was the result of the way you presented what you were saying. In your original post, even though you were saying that you were the one with the problem, you were really just blaming the rest of the world for being too stupid and annoying for you. The first step to rebuilding yourself is tearing yourself down, and the first step to tearing yourself down is taking accountability for who you are.
If the point of what you were saying was that you are angry all the time and are looking for ways to cope, then you would have gotten a very different response from me. Then again, if thats how you had been thinking, you might've already come up with ways to deal with your anger on your own, and wouldn't have to come to this forum for advice.
You say that I talked to you like I knew you, which is probably true (my bad), but I obviously don't. But I do know what you're going through. Very, very well. And when it comes to not taking accountability and needing a drastic perspective change, sometimes you need a good smack in the face to get you going. Especially when its a fucking post on a website. If I could talk to you in person, it'd probably be different. But if all I have to get through to you is the words on this page, then I'm gonna make them strong and effective.
Now, what really has the power to fix what you are concerned about is ...... the next few years of your life. They will be TUFF. HOWEVER, you need to go into it with the right mindset. If you are any sort of decent, and not apart of the mindless earth which you loathe, then the endless amount of shit your about to go through will set you straight, as long as you deal with it on your own, stay humble and worry about yourself more than other people. If you go through all of it with the attitude of that first post, then you wont learn a fucking thing.
You, in all likelihood, will be fine. The truth is, that if you really are so annoyed by everyone, then that means you have the ability to see above all the bullshit. And theres a lot of it. You should spend less time being mad about it, and start setting your standard. And your standard should NOT involve shitting on people who don't share your views. Tolerance muthafucka.
Also, smoke weed.[/QUOTE/]
You really know how to keep an audience, don't you?