I've got it. It's bugging me.
Long story short: I recently (on Halloween) broke up with my ex of 2 years because one of her friends called me and told me she had cheated on me multiple times; the first of which being last January while I was on tour. Multiple times with multiple guys. Since this I've felt the need to write songs and lyrics, but for some reason haven't been able to put anything I feel is worthwhile together. This is frustrating as fuck considering I was planning to take solace in the fact that this could maybe fuel some creativity for a while. So what do you guys do when you feel like you need to be productive, but just can't seem to?