My goal is pretty universal - I want to be happy. And for that to happen, I need to love and be loved, like anyone else. Part of all that includes sex. I used to think about sex all the time until my early twenties, when I started to suppress it as a reaction to my problem. Not sex for sex's sake, either. Just a happy relationship and everything that involves. My first step towards that is to loose weight, but for that to happen I have to get off the medication and therein lies the problem. Every time I've stopped taking meds (abruptly or gradually) The psychosis comes back with a vengeance.