of what? that i got back up after almost ruining my life and undoing all the work I had done over the previous 5 years , that i've stayed sobered for 2 years so far (in 6 days), and managed to get things moving again in a positive direction? You're right, what a fucking bummer. So what if my band will probably never get back on the radio or open sold out 700 cap shows? Those were never my definitions of success in the first place. Success these days and in those past has always been tantamount to survival and if i've done ANYTHING it is survived.
The album title has nothing to do with the band by the way.