Broden, this is more of a mixed reply to both your comment and PM.
I hate the thought that people have made you feel that way, worthless or unimportant. You're simply not that, I reckon most of them are jealous. I honestly do think that they're envious of the opportunity you have been given; and are maybe struggling to just show that they will miss you if you leave, and so they can only represent it in this way. Which is a horrible and immature way to do it.
They shouldn't insult you at all they have no right to, I know I don't know you completely; we only met on here but over the months I think I have grown to know you, and I know that in no way do you deserve anything like what they are saying. I can ony imagine how awful it must feel
I think that going there may be th perfect way to escape for now, you deserve this opportunity, but even if you choose against it, I will support you because you will be happy then! That is honestly all I want for you. I am just trying to think of what is best for you, my advice is nothing great, but I just want the best for you.
I really do.
How are you doing anyway? Much happeneing?
Oh and thank you so much for your support, it encourages me so much, I can't even explain it!
Missing you trazillions, hoping you're okay